I'd love to chat as well I'm just scared to give out my socials because you know how the internet is, shit gets around, and peoples lives get ruined.
I actually did something close to that when I was in high school (freshman year). Never sucked his dick, but I had a buddy and I would spend that night at his house on the weekend and when his parents went to bed we always read our nudie mags and would jack off side by side. Furthest we ever got was jacking each other off, but I remember wanting to suck his dick I was just too nervous to ask him if I could.
I have actually. I used a dildo on myself but I didn't care for it. dildos are hard, cold, and they don't cum in you. I want to feel the real thing. I get that a dick is hard but it's soft at the same time, ya know? Plus I want to feel a guy cum in me. I imagine that would feel heavenly.