I'm in love with everyone who uses this website daily

Lol fuck you

However you should not be trying to find a gay bf to date by making the same thread over and over. One has to wonder your intentions.

Even then, why would I have bad intentions? Don't you like receiving love and attention and knowing someone cares about you, even if it's just words on a screen?

I understand, anon...

Fuck you

But you won't

I understand

Oh my gosh thank you op, I was so worried you were gonna like make ot all weird between us, and I mean like I still love you and all. Completely platonically though. And I mean who else could I ask talk to about all my crushes? You're the best op! The best friend ha ha :)

lying is a sin

Why do u guys keep saying I'm lying?

Why won't you believe me???

a bomb

There's no evidence whatsoever that proves that you do

Is it the same kind of love you feel for a dying relative?

What do you want me to do for you? I'm submitting myself, and yet it's not enough for you.

No, I never felt that.

It's sexual pleasure and funny kind of love.

What is there to do?

Do you see yourself as pic related?

Fap thinking about you.

I do. I'm mentally ill and lonely.

Because you don't know us or anything about us, and you can have no love for me more than a general consensus of peace and hope for a common goal. That love is unfounded as it is not for an individual, but rather your idea of who that individual is. Also saying things like that is what men want to hear from women they know, if a woman said these things it'd also be a lie as she has the concept of a man in her mind's eye, but nary the individual.

Would you like me to know you better?

do you really do that

If you're who I think you are we already spoke before in one of your other threads, and I still don't understand why you are engaging in this behavior of making these threads. However I am not gay nor looking for a bf, so I'm not really interested if that's your aim.

How mentally ill? Are you a pill popper or just a quirky girl? I'm trying to asses you as a future wife

Yeah

why you are engaging in this behavior

I'll stop if... If anon says it's bothering. I'm not sure.

I think I'm attracting too much attention. I should go back to being truly anonymous.

I'm an anxious BPD schizoid. I take medication for it.

I can roleplay as your mentally ill yandere gf

I think those are suitable conditions, please give me your contact information and I would gladly become your husbando

you're not in love with me. I'm too fat.

I honestly can't come up with a response to that. No one has ever told me they do that thinking about me

please give me your contact information

I can't do it.

So what that you're fat. Idc

I honestly can't come up with a response to that. No one has ever told me they do that thinking about me

So you like it? Good, that's the point. Enjoy it.

Dubs checked.

I'll stop if... If anon says it's bothering. I'm not sure.

It's on me for engaging with them if I didn't like them, however I simply comment on anything that warrants a reply.

I think I'm attracting too much attention.

Many people do get attached to this sort of thing. I like to view myself as more of a total isolationist though. Interacting with other people is a foreign concept to me, yet it is just my naivety that makes me feel this way. For in reality, even as a terminally online person, the internet only gains its content through other people having done something on it. Therefore despite my claims of being an individual who doesn't need or depend on anyone, I live in a society and benefit off of the actions of others. Truly, I am the biggest hypocrite.

I just drank a cup of coffee with a shot of tequilla innit and I see demons when I close my eyes ama

do you smell the sounds?

It's on me for engaging with them if I didn't like them, however I simply comment on anything that warrants a reply.

So... You like my posts or not?

Truly, I am the biggest hypocrite

So am I in that regard.

i never said any of that

Oh

I smell the visualization of them in my mind

like colonge or perfume one second then sulfur and tar the next

Yeah sorry

It's ok :)

is it a pleasant smell?

And I love you too, sexxxy bitch. Seeing so much love back on b lately. Feels good man

So... You like my posts or not?

Who could say, my preferences are unknown to even me. However I have replied without calling you any names so I must not hate you too much.
What doth life? I just want to break out of the cycle and for it all to stop searing my flesh! These aches don't stop.

You will not be silenced. This is your moment. You are not just words on a screen.

You are free.

You will not be silenced.

Yet there are many who wish to silence me

This is your moment.

Moment after moment is mine, however I have no will to enact anything in any moment, past, present, nor future. I was crushed before I was given a will, and have subsisted upon the flow of force external to me. I will reside wherever the tides of change take me, for I know not what it is to be a man capable of steering his own direction.

You are not just words on a screen.

To myself, perhaps. To anyone else, unlikely.

You are free

I am encaged.

Oh poor anon :(

Let me fix you up

I am beyond even God's help, for the hath forsaken me. At this point it's just accepting my death and defeat in mediocrity, that I was never meant for any purpose. Even my own efforts to create a story based off of my own experiences to express my world view to others, I have to laugh at myself for wanting to be recognized, for wanting acclaim, for wanting to be known. For this invisibility was wrought upon by myself, in a cage of my own making, despite the reasons it was constructed in the first place. There is nobody upholding my prison but me, and I am a fool for wishing to escape it, for it was the cage that sheltered and housed. My only issue is that this cage, may as well be a tomb. For I made it with no exit.