Do i jump off a building high as fuck on drugs or do it sober...

do i jump off a building high as fuck on drugs or do it sober? I feel like being high on drugs will make it so much easier, also do i go head first or just do a belly flop?
also thread themesong
youtu.be/SKsTGSfjDaM

if i had any other way of doing it i would but buying a gun is impossible for me, one I have no way to get to a gun store, and 2 even if I could get there I doubt uber would drive me home from a gun store looking the way I look, hell they probably wouldn't even sell me a gun with how ugly I am.

Just walk in and steal a gun and run out. Go to another store and do the same but with ammunition. At that point all they could do is put out an arrest warrant but you'd already be dead by that point so who cares? Unless you're a huge pussy who constantly makes excuses.

don't do it, anonerino
you have so much to live for

Are you actually retarded? Yes let me tell you I can walk in, steal a gun, and run away. No thats not how that works lmfao.

I actually don't. My life has been spiriling for awhile now and its finally to the point where suicide is the only option left.

Guns are behind a counter which is always guarded and the second I even try to jump over said counter the guy would knock me the fuck out and i'd wind up in prison. This will not and can not work.

I've thought about jumping off of buildings before. If I ever do it I'll be high because I'm always high.

suicide is the only option left

Those of us who don't understand pointless depression will point out that if you are already ready to end it all...

...then that could be super freeing. You could go do some things that you were always hesitant to do. It's like a free pass. Go ahead and talk to the cute chick, drink the weird drink, go to that place you thought you weren't good enough or adventuresome enough to go. You don't gotta worry about tomorrow anyway, so sell all your stuff and someone else's too, and go do some crazy fun thing. Go take a shit on the desk of the boss you hated. Fuck an ugly fat lonely person. Nothing matters anymore anyway, right? Go big.

Hey I'm an ugly fat lonely person, I'm available! (femanons only)

Belly flop try to get a good bounce hitting the concrete

this is the retarded point a lot of non suicidal people will say
you just dont get it

Anon I don't know any women, what weird drinks? I don't work don't drive don't ever leave my room and selling my shit lmao I have tried no one wants my stuff. I would get max $5 for everything I have.

Will do!

I have 0 friends left so it's not like I'll be missed. Don't care if my family is upset they are always fucking upset at everything anyway.

a good bounce hitting the concrete

Bounce? maybe from the second floor. From a tall building, you ain't bouncing. You splatting like a swatted fly.

this is the retarded point a lot of non suicidal people will say

you just dont get it

Correct. People with even a slightly good attitude will always prefer to choose a better something instead of nothingness.

I can only guess that people get depressed by comparing their life to some wrongfully imagined "how it should be" rather than making an effort to make lemonade out of the lemons that life gives you.

It will be off of a 4th floor museum. I'll probably traumatize some kids but it's the best spot I can find

No you're wrong. I don't compare my life to anyone. I am not one to care about being single or having nice car and a dream house. I was content with my life but things have took a turn recently for the worse to where suicide is the only option.

There's millions of reasons to be depressed, just pick one.

Get someone to record you doing it so they can put it on WPD

thats just high enough to permanently disfigure you not high enough for guaranteed

Nope not taking a chance of them saving me and winding up in a hospital and going through the bullshit of having to talk to a shrink.

go to yandex

type sodium nitrite and antiemetic on the search bar

follow sn protocol

book a hotel room

an hero yourself in peace

good luck

I'll go headfirst then

Nah too much effort.

it's surprisingly easy to do when you read it

di it sober so no one can blame it on drugs,

I won't have the nerves to do it sober.

Personally I'm waiting for one piece to end 25 years of reading I just want to get to the end.
I've been so depressed after my wife left me and my parents died that I'm okay with with not being alone anymore.
I'm also an organ donor so I want to go in a way that would help other people.

Yea I don't care about that. Also I don't want to watch my brother kill himself when my mom dies so that's why I need to die first. He only lives because she lives and honestly this will protect off a chain reaction but I honestly just don't care anymore. Things just have become that bad lately.

you cant just "go headfirst" your body starts to tumble in a turbulent airflow so its random on what you land. good chance you land partially on your limbs shattering them, severing your spine, getting skull fracture that cause blindness and having perhaps a diminished capacity and being locked into your body that you no longer can control in a society that refuses to let you die. so youre stuck in a wheelchair in a psychiatric hospital where the do-gooders use you like a tool to try to "fix" you in an effort to give positive meaning to their own lives. and display how wellmeaning they are and how big much a merit to society working with the hopeless trash like you.

Tl;dr failure will put you in a much worse prediciment than you are already in.

Kick off a chain reaction of suicides I meant.

Eh I'll make sure I die. I'll take enough drugs for a heart attack while I jump.

I know the exact ammount I need

I'll probably get up and walk and be destructive enough that cops will shoot me dead

to do anythnig right requires meticulous planning and a strict adherence to the regimen you set forth.

If you can meticulously plan this course of action and adhere to that regimen to the bitter end, why can't you redirect that effort into making the improvements in your life you know you can do to affect a positive change?

I have tried things got worse. I'm not doing this because I'm depressed I'm doing this because things are so fucked that this is the only thing left I can do.

if you dont know what you can do, are you incapable or unwilling to reach out to others who have spent their professional lives discovering technique that work on people to change their lives for the better? are you unwilling to allow them to offer help?

Normalfags would rather drag a suicide survivor to the ER than help you put you out of your misery with a bullet. You're only planning on making your life more miserable by killing yourself with half-assed measures.

I reached out for help with shit going on in my life everyone wants money money I don't fucking have. My cat is sick and gonna die anyday now. My mom is probably going to die in 2 months and I have no where I can go when that does happen and I have 0 fucking friends to help me with anything. You tell me wtf am I supposed to do? I don't believe in a higher power and I am not about to start believing either.

I'll be so fucking high I won't feel a thing. Trust.

Do it sober so maximize the experience.

Fuck off. I'm not aiming for a high score

it depends where you live, there may be neetbux available if youre in such a mental state where youre incapable of working to earn money for a place. you could check yourself into a psychiatric hospital and deal with the shrinks and social workers who can teach you effective coping strategies for your suicidal inclinations and management strtegies for any mental illnesses you struggle with. and help you to build the life skills necessary for your continued survival. If you haven't exhausted all teh treatment options available, dont you feel you owe it to yourself to try to reclaim your life?

What hppened anon?
Yeah normalfag conception of depression is such a meme that they have no idea what they're talking about. This girl I was hanging out with that was hot but I couldn't stand kept telling me how depressed she was while she led a very active life. I told her how I was so depressed I felt like I couldn't move my body a lot of the time and she was confused.

Nope not dealing with shrinks and def not dealing with hospitals. I have dealt with both they do not help. They believe me when I say I am fine to leave and that I don't need to be there anymore. They have no fucking clue how to tell if someone is lying. I am not dealing with this shit anymore.

Cats keep fucking dying, my mom is going to die in like 2 months, 0 friends.

My mom has done everything for me and I'm also just sick and tired of hearing her in pain every fucking day. I can't leave because I literally have no where I could go so suicide is the only other option to where I won't have to deal with anything anymore.

its your choice. but they do know when someoen is lying. its liek the old adage, you can lead a horse to water but you cant make him drink. if youre unwilling, (like me), to go through the treatment and techniques at the psychiatric hospital then it is what it is, but don't delude yourself to thinking "they are no help" you refuse to allow them to.and thats ok if thats your choice. you need an outlet to release this pressure that has been building up inside your body because of these stressors, coming here and posting in threwad liek this is even in its own way you managing your depression. Those of us who are under seemingly constant threat and stuff have the kind of strength and resiliance to pressure that normalfags cannot understand. Youve kept it together enough to make it this far and you get to decide when enough is enough.