I am an on call cock sucker for a black guy. Whenever he contacts me, I go over to his place that night and service him

Show txt msgs,

yeah. I sometimes feel regret when I'm sucking him and when I'm walking back from his place but the second I get a notification from him I feel the need to serve
we only talk on snap so I can't really screenshot anything without him knowing

just take a picture of the screen with your Kodak Spongebob Squarepands Polaroid Camera retard obviously
(srsly tho just like record the screen with webcam and obs or get a screen recorder that snapchat doesnt know... like come on you gotta love the idea of showing it off or just keeping it for yourself as a memory since snap is full temp)

Hot I love beta fag's like you,
I have a few on call sluts I just use as a means to get off,

Always wonder what goes on in ya head and why your so willing to submit to superior men.

Does he talk dirty to you when your swallowing his cock?
After he finishes does he kick you out immediately?

honestly I never got any sexual attention growing up and now it feels nice to be wanted haha

He talks dirty sometimes, usually calling me slut. He's called me a faggot and white boy before too.

He kicks me out immediately after every time, like within a minute.

You ever sucked cock before or gotten fucked by one before him? Has he ever thought about sharing you?

Don’t you want to have a wife and kids someday? How can you go back and suck a cock when you have responsibility to your family to be a good man?

Ever wanted him to escalate things and fuck your ass? Do you swallow or take it on the face?

Yes plenty of times. I have been fucked by 2 guys and I've sucked off 6. He got me to give his friend who was a virgin a blowjob before.
No. You sound like my mom
I've wanted him to fuck me but he doesn't seem interested. He seems like a bit of a germophobe/neat freak

I Swallow. Every time.

Ok..

Are all your friends racist?

Very hot I had a local slut I used to make wear a sex mask that only had eye holes And a mouth hole and suck my cock while they used there hands to play with my nipples. Would fuck there face until I cummed, occasionally let them sniff some poppers.

One time they walked over to my place in a snow storm to suck me cause they were desperate to serve.
I slipped them 5 dollars as a reward for being a cheap slut.

When he msgs you, do you feel the thrill of excitement run through you?

Knowing your about to be a slut that is only used as a means to get off?

Also do you jerk yourself when you suck him.

Or go home and jerk off to the thought of it after the fact?

I know that I can sound like I’m nagging, but seriously, there’s no future as a cocksucker, especially with black men. You will be old someday and you won’t have kids or grandkids, just the ghost of a thousand black cocks haunting your mouth and ass.

What’s so good about them anyway? Why abandon the spiral and march of life and the family lineage?

Kys

Been wanting to become an on-call cocksucker too, you’re giving me motivation

No but I'm on the DL and all my friends are also friends with my brother so I'm not exactly confiding in them about this.
yeah, when he messages me I feel like a dopamine rush lol. I went to jerk myself off while blowing him and he grabbed my wrists and told me to focus on him. I walk home with my precum soaked tip rubbing against the inside of my underwear and jack off there.
I don't really have a preference for black cocks, I have always liked all cocks. I just met him off grindr and we hit it off. 99% of guys on there are useless and just looking for someone to smoke meth with

I literally thought I was straight for years when I was a teen and in my early 20s but I never ever came close to getting with a woman. I'm still bi and would have sex with one but they just never responded to my advances.

Why bother putting in all that effort just for a chance when I can have people pursuing me?

I know that feeling, of trying and failing to impress women. I met a girl at church and was rejected, even though she told me I meet her definition of what she’s looking for in a husband. I guess they can always tell the defective ones, it might be hidden human senses. I’m trying to talk to someone on a cocksuck AMA, so I guess that’s probably not a good sign.

It’s nice to be desired, but is the quality of person whom you suck the dick for really someone who is gonna help you grow, or be someone to comfort you or to talk to your day about? Sex is nice, but I think companionship, family will be what keeps you happy and warm someday.

I don’t know your life, but I hope you can surround yourself with people who love you for you, and not just because you do the suck.

I am an on call cock sucker for a black guy.

How do i do this?

I cheated once in my life on my husband (was my boyfriend when it happened) with a black guy he worked with and I still rub myself in the shower to the memories of it. I can finish in under 5 minutes from it. I wish I he was into what you're into.

post tits or you’re a man larping as a woman

Let OP respond please no one's talking to you.

I envy you

since you said you saw bigger cocks and it was just chance... is the skin color a huge deal for you? Like if he was white, would it be the same thing?

Basically, do you enjoy it for the race play, or do you enjoy it for your throat being treated like a little fleshlight

This seems false and insidious, like there’s a married woman on Anon Babble in a cocksuck AMA at this hour, at this time of the year, entirely in your kitchen?
Fuck off, larper.

Yeah, I was expecting OP to be a faggot.

for some reason my brain autofilled the blank that this was a gay guy talking about his husband. Only now that u say larper i realize it was supposed to be a woman in that scenario. "rubbing myself" threw me off cuz i thought rubbing out one

go on grindr and find one of the guys who doesn't want to smoke meth or meet in a park at 4am
Nice. When I get home after servicing him I last less than a minute lol
Honestly? Not really. I've never really gotten this obsession with BBC that we see in porn. His cock is pretty average, maybe a little thicker.

I would and have done the same for white guys in the past. Race play doesn't really do much for me, it's moreso the act of serving him and making hm feel good that gets me off