Having a drink to celebrate 2 months sober

Been sober for 6 months now, its hard but be proud of your first 2 months

Can we have sharpie in pooper?

hey man,congrats on 6 months thats so fucking cool
and thank you,im trying to go one day at a time but this sucks sometimes

youtube.com/watch?v=nspxAG12Cpc

“Since you’ve already made it two months, that’s proof you can keep going. Is there something you're hoping to build or become on this path that maybe you couldn't while drinking?

not today,maybe next time

Keep cutting yourself whore next time don't miss hit ur throat

Hello anon ^_^
Are your fingers okay? They seem a bit overly red?

the only reason im trying to get sober is because i hate not having control over my own urges,im just trying to be in charge of my life i guess

thank you daddy

i got a skin condition so my hands get super sweaty and red sometimes lol

Any chance you can run to the store and get a new camera?

That makes a lot of sense. Wanting to feel like you are the one steering—that’s a kind of freedom most people don’t even realize they’re missing. I think there’s something really strong about facing your own impulses and saying, ‘nah, I decide now.’ Has anything surprised you so far, like moments where you realized just how much more in charge you actually are?

im broke as hell man been wanting to get a new phone for months lol

Fuck you whore the best way to feel like someone is killing you use ice bullets They melt fast they leave no Trace. Also I mog u whore

Oh okay, make sure to have plenty of water too dude itll probably help a bit plus replace the sweat lol.

If we move 5 years in the future and you look back at where you are now, what is something you would want to be proud of for yourself?

every time i crave getting drunk and i ground myself instead,it makes me more aware of the way i actually feel and what im trying to hide with a few drinks

call me whore more im close,daddy

yeah no worries,will drink more

She ain't going to fuck you lil bro, you're the only negative faggot in here

probably staying clean and sober,it's my #1 dream

Just drank a big cup of old brownish slimy tequila rose because I'm an alcoholic who's broke at the moment.

Feeling pretty gud

That was disgusting, and you don’t deserve any of it.

What you’re doing—fighting for control of your life—is strong as hell. Don’t let cowards like that shake you. You’re doing something real, and it matters.

Have you picked up any hobbies to kind of fill in extra time to prevent you from drinking?

I'm so sorry for you. Do you need someone to talk to? Your arms, your chest, your neck. It's clear that multiple attempts have failed, or you like the pain. I imagine relapsing doesn't help either, but moderation is a better practice than cold turkey. What compels you to come to Anon Babble of all places? Are you looking for hateful people to give you motivation to do the unthinkable? Please, for your safety, I implore you to log off and call 998, or to find a better group than this. Hell, maybe even just go sit on your porch and smoke a cigarette while listening to the sounds of the outdoors or your favorite song. You are beautiful, you are young, and you deserve better. Hell, even calling a friend-with-benefits or a Tinder match is better than this, and sex generates hormones that make you feel happy.

Just please, take care of yourself, and please, leave this place. I implore you.

im drinking some 80¢ shitty lime flavoured cocktail shit,cheers mate

i appreciate your words so much,and dont worry i couldnt care less about negativity like that from anons,im used to worse haha

actually yeah,i started scrapbooking to stay busy when urges hit,it's been helping me not cut myself also so thats nice

Congrats on the two months, and nice bra should show it off more.

I've switched to different things over the years, nowadays I usually drink cheap ice beer or 40s
Cheers m8

That’s heavy—but honest. I think that kind of awareness is the real work, right? Not just staying sober, but facing the stuff the drinking was covering up. It’s like every time you choose to stay with those feelings instead of running, you’re rebuilding trust with yourself. That’s strength most people don’t even look for.

Do you ever feel like you’re starting to understand yourself in a new way because of that? Like maybe some of those feelings have a message or something they’re trying to show you?

im just so lonely i have nobody to talk to,nobody to tell im sober for all this time so im just trying to fill the void however i can. hate from strangers is better than the cripling pain of being alone with all this misery. i got out of the psych ward a week ago,been struggling every single day since,i cant go back this soon they only keep me for 2 weeks at a time anyways. i flushed away my blades so i couldnt hurt myself anymore no matter how badly i crave it,so thats something i guess

Fucking w, that is pretty cool dude. Maybe it'll be a cool thing to look back on once you ARE clean and sober when that day happens and you have that happiness you deserve ^_^

thank you!! i love this bra haha

i've been remembering things that make me wanna drink so bad and thats the hard part,i hate having to think about my life at all so i just replaced drinking with playing league if legends to keep my mind off my own sad life for a while.

Whats your bra size? And care to show off your collection?

i actually only have this bra and a sports bra,i dont wear bras much

@__@ hot
Well cute bra anyways lol

Welcome. It looked both comfortable and sexy.
Glad you flushed your blades too, hopefully you can’t meet some ppl irl

I mean, can

I’m sorry to hear that, I know what it’s like to fall on hard times. Think about looking back on this and seeing how things have improved. Glad you found a new cope btw

i look better braless anyways UwU

Give us a peak of those areolas, my guess is that they are a very pale pink

i rarely go out but i hope i can neet people irl some day

Lol nailed it booyaa, also nice booba anon

good guess lol

@_____@ mommy, sorry
They do look amazing without a bra you are so very right

I hear you. And I’m really sorry you’re carrying all that alone. What you’re doing—talking about it, flushing the blades, staying sober when it hurts like hell—that’s strength most people don’t even understand. You’re not broken. You’re surviving. That takes more guts than anyone screaming at you in this thread could even imagine.

You don’t deserve to be alone in this. You matter. Even just typing this out, even if it’s to a bunch of anonymous strangers, is proof that part of you wants to live—not just exist, but actually live. That part of you deserves more space.

If it ever gets too loud or too heavy again, please promise me one thing: talk to someone. Doesn’t have to be a hotline. Just someone who can remind you that your pain is not who you are. And that it won’t always be this sharp.

You’re not alone in this moment. I’m here. And I’m proud of you for choosing to keep going today.

youre adorable<3
thats my dc if you wanna add me:3

Lol usually fair skinned girls have that color. My last girlfriend was the same way

sometimes i get stuck and wallow in this pain,i pity myself and let it consume me,i think im not strong enough to truly reach out yet but maybe some day

Mommy can you post your socials please also some nudes...

thats so cute lol

posted my dc and sure lol here

Damn it now I want to jerk off but I've already gotten drunk
You BITCH

UwU i try my besest. Its hard to not fumble over for mommies . I mean fair maidens such as yourself

What is your opinion on anal? I can’t go a day without thinking about it

filling ur Brian holes with wild Delusions just kill yourself stupid whore do it kill yourself!!!!

Spread?

drunk jerk offs are better tho,be a good boy and cum lots for me<3

Thanks Mommy

Blah blah blah you get no pussy and are a faggot . Not our faults you can't communicate with women properly

love it,it's so fucking good

I want her dead I will never meet anyone online might as well go to WWW.murder me this instant.com you fucking loser

Erm okay

you could use a drink lol

I have to piss too often when I drink it makes it a pain in the ass.

Also I'm not your bitch like that other simp, you would be the one cumming for me

Any more pics of your beautiful body ma'am UWU

From my hottest breath under the sun Kill yourself whore do it!!!!

i feel ya,same here but it makes edging more fun lol

add my dc i can send more<3

Are you rubbing your clit right now? What can we do to help you out so we can all feel good?

What urges though?
Fucking quints

Can we see your butt looks like you're thick. I'm getting hard

That description sounds terrible but these pictures Of you cutting let me know the Opposite is true kill yourself already whore

What a disturbing sight.
Makes my skin crawl when I see what people get off and subjugate themselves to

Well you also have a vagina, it's more janked if you have to piss with a dick while edging.

Ay can I hit u up too

Thank you for the nudes.
I was thinking about fapping but now I no longer want to, which will save me some time and energy.

Stupid whore I know ur cut marks will land u in jail
you should vote for a Sheriff and a Judge in your opinion Youll run into them in ur life time kill yourself whore now!!!!!

Added you, please keep up your forward progress, I've been in a similar situation, it's never fun

Is dc discord

No its dogchat

Are you left-handed, or is that pic just mirrored?

Time to get stretched out.

Fuck this slimy tequila rose is getting stuck in my back of my throat and triggering my gag reflex.

Want me to vomit it into your mouth so you can get more drunk?

Do you want to trib my dick? Pls :)

I see some very cute women but still no feet :(

Hottie :) whats your snap?

post a pic of you spreading your pussy wide open?

I think she's just masturbating with those simps on disc now.

Yeah semen and fluids are flying everywhere, i got cum in my eyes. Its great

Damn you can cum that far?

sharpie in pooper or gtfo

wanna be a mother of my child ?
dad really wants a grandkid and im kinda getting old (25)

What a waste of a thread. Back to regularly programmed schedule then

Damn girl, I hope it gets better for you and you get off of places like this.

*hugs*

Give attention whore attention

Attention whore gets attention from dozens of simps

She prefers the other simps to you

This is why you don't give whores attention anon, she is just gonna be on the next dick tomorrow.

Yea I was just bored and getting drunk as well, just wanted to bullshit with her not mommy RP on disc lol

jesus that is a nice cock please post more

Amazing