I can’t live without cutting myself :P

I can’t live without cutting myself :P

No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows, yes, it shows

No, I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
And I had you there but then I let you go
And now it's only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give any more
Can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give any more

Well, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows, yes, it shows

Can't live if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give anymore
I can't live if living is without you
Can't live, I can't give anymore
Living is without you

Slut

hey that’s not nice

Show thighs

Bpd, cptsd, eating disorder or sa?

Last time I cut my thigh was in September

i'm so sorry ml :( i promise it gets better

I do have an eating disorder yes ha

nahhhhhh but it’s whatever atp

That nickname sounds familiar

how so

Just somebody I know. Doubt it's you though.

lolz imagine that hahahaha

one of the most main internet rule is DO NOT complain or share your mental issues.
dear Kat, go get therapy and leave the Anon Babble board. no one gives a fuck about your cuts. its not even a cuts

Oh it actually might be you. Post a couple more pics? Not just cuts but you

gonna challenge you, WHORE, cut yourself deeper than you usually do!

wow y so mean treating me like a terrorist bruh n I don’t need therapy

uh oh where do u think u kno me from

oh you definitely do need a therapy since you cutting urself and "cant live without it" as you said

if you say it is i guess.. but i wish the best for you!

You have a great body, why do you do this to yourself? You’re actively ruining it when you do this shit

Discord mostly. If you're European and interested in Canada, you might be the one

oh not that shitty "kawaii Anon Babble lolibait KAO DEKAI" art style

when I get new razors ima try to go deeper :P I’ve gone deeper than these photos though

what the actual fuck is wrong with you. and this is coming from someone on Anon Babble so that says a lot

agree

not reply related, but when i asked what will cut me deeper on Anon Babble my thread was banned (i just stopped cutting ms, i dont do it currently). so i wish you will get banned too

what am I even going to say in therapy ‘oh hey I cut myself and I want to kill myself’ n then they’ll put me in a mental hospital uhhhh no thanks

i can give you my discord so you will send me this shit

dawg..

tysm!!

Show yourself more

oops i didnt mean to reply to you sorry-

oh xd

Hello. I self harm too.. I won't be taking pictures of my cuts, I don't like to proudly showcase them... The answer is yes, you tell your therapist. I tell all my doctors when I self harm, i am honest about it. I do it because it helps, I feel better when I self harm, I have sleep problems and SH helps me fall asleep, it also helps my depression more than my antidepressants. I try not to self harm because I know it's not a "healthy" way of feeling better, but it works for me. it helps me..

eugh

I’m too scared to go to therapy bc it’ll mean ppl in my life finding out I’m like this. I think I’d have a heart attack if anyone found out I cut myself haha n also idk how to talk ab my feelings so therapy would b waste of money

Are you afab?

Why? Is it cause you’re a neet? I’m not being sarcastic, I wanna know why

Y do ppl on here fetishise trans people whilst being transphobic at the same time like

Let me see yours

nah I go uni. I cut my hip so no one’s gonna see it unless they fuck me n no one’s ever gonna wanna fuck someone like me

Ya

yeah i bet she is afab. thighs look too much girly, i have the same thighs like Kat.not a weirdo just saying

I wanna fuck you. Post more thighs, please

Show them

excellent observation good job

cat scratches

God I wish I only cut this deep, i'm going to have putrid scars all over my arms and thighs for the rest of my life

<3

I don’t cut thigh but I have a bunch of hip photos. this was yesterday

I dont tell people in my life about my SH problems. It will make them worry. Depending on your age and location, therapists can't drag you away to a hospital as long as you tell them you aren't trying to die from cutting...They might suggest some better coping mechanisms, but my goal isn't to die, just feel better. Yeah, it hurts and bleeding can get messy then theres risk of infections, it makes people around me worry, especially since my father killed himself, it makes people worry about me more, but sometimes i need to release stress, to sleep and feel better, and it works for me... I feel less anxious, I sleep better, and i all around feel bette0hadr.

it healed but there is still lines on shoulder
5 minutes

no one’s ever gonna wanna fuck someone like me

Are you stinky or something? Wdym like you? And you’d be surprised

IM DYING ITS REALLY LIKE A CAT SCRATCHES

oh the little sissy wants your attention for his little scratches , dont feel sorry for him - feel sorry for his family that had to put up with his shit till now

The cuts aren't deep enough, you need to cut deeper.

right I’m getting the vibe that I’m a fake cutter n that I should cut deeper

It's always one, or more likely several of those. Listen to people, go to therapy if you can afford it. No one has to know and it would be great for your mental health and growth as a human being. Learn self-acceptance

cut your eyeball

Oh fuckkkk I hope things get better for u

Regardless if you cut them or not, show them please.

This is why mental illness girls should be cut off from internet. You seek validation and subconsiously want to hear that too, no amount of

You are perfect as you are

Is enough. It's a form of self-harming to post this stuff

I’m jus off putting idk I can’t imagine a guy ever wanting me like that unless he was trapped on an island for 5 years n as a result was extremely sex deprived

give me some advice, purely feminine, where do you buy panties, I can't find normal ones

hahahaha

No you really shouldn't, the last time I cut properly I put a massive wound in my thigh and bled all over my parents bathroom. Its a good thing to not cut deep, doesnt make it "fake". It's even better to not cut at all.

oi

Ur right

wtf dawg

miss doing this

no they dont need to cut deeper wtf

Sheesh your self esteem sucks ass. Have you had a bf? How old are you?

I would if I was someone important. that’s so much effort for someone who doesn’t matter. No one would notice if I got better so y not jus indulge n get worse, who cares lol

Sure, they do. I can barely see the cut

I know. I don’t even know what I aim to accomplish by doing this hahahaha I was watching man United play n now I’m posting my cuts on here

you will play "find the scratch" game, go and find it
hint! these lines are closer to the bottom

Then why not post ass and be a little important for an hour?

no u were rude 2 me so u can find ur own panties to buy thank u very much alice

Can I fuck your wound

that is a cis girl (at least i think) so you're js being transphobic for no reason when that isnt even the context of the post. + they are posting this to vent, not for attention. and even if they were, it's still bad that they're self harming at all.

fuck Kat dear im so sorry bbg lemme know where to find normal panties

I meant your cock and butthole, but I hope you never cut yourself either. Shits dumb as heck

you are important ml :(

im necrophile i fuck only with dead bitches

I've heard that one before, mostly from drug addicts tho. Even if no one else notices, you will. You are important to yourself, learn to love you. Does your whole being revolve around other peoples acceptance? It doesn't mean shit to you, and you cannot see it otherwise than letters on your screen, but many people cared enough to answer, for what it counts its something for a complete stranger

i dont cut ms now but i cut myself before

Idk how to handle my emotions if not through cutting. I went deepish once n I’ve been chasing that feeling ever since. I think it’s okay that I cut myself. it’s not harming anyone

Bc Christian guilt makes me scared to act like a whore

I think girls that cut are so beautiful. My first gf and the love of my life was a cutter. Sadly my wife isn't. Cutters are the perfect girls in my opinion. I've seriously dated 3 of them, and they have been among my favorite relationships.

why is your main concern being able to see their cut + WANTING them to cut at all

Good, what made you doing that shit?

But have you ever done it? It's pretty liberating. Kinda like cutting yourself. And why do you feel shame about showing your body, but not about harming it?

dont be scared to act like a whore be scared to BE whore

apology accepted honey bun <3 and tbh I just get mine from Kmart or whatever #broke

Then kill me and fuck my corpse, how about it?

I was sad, I had derealization and I didn't understand whether I existed at all. I did it automatically out of boredom. For various reasons, in general

mwah mwah thank you

i'll be wanted! kill yourself and let's fuck

Because the cuts are too shallow

this shit is so ingrained in me that I’ll never believe that no matter who says it lolz

why not cut out the middle man and just suicide? thats my plan in a few days.

No n I’m 18

I think the purpose of life lies around the connections u form. what’s the point in living if I’m all alone. so ya if I don’t matter to others then I don’t matter to myself

Sounds good. Add me on discord at patchoulifutaporn and we can plan it

Well glad you stopped, hopefully you never do it again

You got it backwards, you know who's going to give you everything you want ? Yourself. If you can't learn to love yourself then doesn't matter what others think, do or notice.

You matter to me! I desperately need to see your ass!

fuckkk I think ab suicide all the time. only thing stopping me is my parents but I’ll b honest, I’ll b surprised if I survive past this year haha

yeah never doing it again
thank you anon

If you're gonna go out, then why not feel validation through your body?

lmfao imagine FBI agent trying to save a life, fuck off glownigger.
oh that ship has sailed for me, my mother is gonna be miserable regardless of weither or not I kill myself.

Ah you’re really young, shit makes sense now. Straight up just focus on your school , do the best you can. You can always make a dating app if you’re desperate I guess. No matter what you’ll get hits. Us men are simple we like fucking

i understand that, i struggle with feeling like i'm unimportant too. but i promise you are <3

SENT :D

It’s jus hard to gaslight myself into caring about myself when everyone’s actions just reinforce the belief that I’m nothing more than a speck of dust. It’s hard to go against the grain, it feels illogical to do so

shes not gonna fuck you. She clearly has been raped and the guy who did is probably a family member.

holy fuck you're retarded. Have fun getting v&

light, aestheically pleasing cuts. this is the ideal. please post most.

I’ll try maybe

don't listen to these desperate lonely men, they'll do anything to get fucked. You need to stop giving a fuck about any of this and cut out the middle man like I said. Easiest way to do it is steal a shit ton of cold medicine, down it all, and then wait til it kicks in, once it does doesn't matter what you do you'll go crazy or die of a heart attack or you can even jump offf a building. Easy PZ.

not retarted, but bored!

no you are retarded, your boredom is gonna turn into being hospitalized.

sucks we both go through this haha life sucks balls

Are you retarded? I’m not trying to fuck you troglodyte. I literally said there’s dating apps and to try those. Next time read shit faggot

LMAO WHATTTTTT u are making up ur own fan fiction about me tears man

Okay

what pills can I even easily get to overdose with? most I’ve had was Panadol lolz

Yea what better way to get into a girls pants but to act like you don't want any and give your discord.
then wtf are you sad about? Are you actually just retarded and nothing bad is going on in your life besides someone calling you names and not being loved? Love yourself. Imagine I was telling someone who hasn't even dealt with real problems to kill themselves lmfao

that privledge set sail, just love yourself. Look in a mirror and forgive yourself, tell yourself "I love you" stop being a retard.

Your life just started dude quit cutting before it gets worse

Well, don't let them stop you from doing what you want. Do it, Kat

u think I wanna b like this? I’ve been like this since I was 11 I don’t like being a dramatic bitch all the time too

God damn its like EMOs are back for round 2 of this shit. Its no wonder I keep seeing youtube videos of hello Kitty posters and swoopy emo hitler hair cut girls and men lately. Fuck off back to 2010.

I think I am genuinely in love with you. please post your deepest cuts

Noo

Pleaseeeeeeeeeee ass

I can’t stop cutting and plus 18 isn’t even that young

Thank u my number one supporter fr. I should die

Then fucking stop, its all in your head, your thoughts aren't you, guess what, all that shit going on in your head, its just a voice that you can easily change. Ever notice how you can remember what people sound like? thats cause your brain does that for you, just like your brain makes you think bad thoughts, but you can change that, just by waking up every single day and thinking about a few things in your life that is great, it can either be having a cat, or having good teeth, or having a place to live, having food to where you aren't starving, it can even be little things like being able to fall asleep or having internet. Just stop being a a winy retard and LOVE YOURSELF. Hell use fucking ChatGPT and ask for help on how to love yourself, you act like we don't live in an age of AI where AI can help you.

Yea what better way to get into a girls pants but to act like you don't want any and give your discord.

You sound so gay, I’m not dropping my discord, I just want op to be good. You’re fucking retarded tho you should eat glass

Nice tantrum but I am not emo buddy boy. I’m just a regular old lad who likes to feel good allow it

Ur all gonna laugh at me

Emos cut the way you do, you're emo. Sorry but you can't fool me. Tell me what kind of music do you listen to? I guarntee its emo music.
Someone dropped their discord in this thread cause they were desperate, and I can only assume you will at some point to.

Homie I’m 31 into not even old yet. Figure it out, it’s only getting worse and shit is cringe. Ask for help too dude like counseling. You ain’t gonna ask for help though right lol

I promise I won’t, I genuinely want to get to know the worst part of you

No show us your body please

okay u are right but I’m so mentally weak that it’s rlly hard for me to do that. Imagine the biggest pussy u know irl then times that by 10 n u got me. Everything gets to me n I can’t handle my emotions at all bruh. I’ve tried n I fail all the time it’s embarrassing how weak I am. Also my own ego won’t allow me use chat gpt as a therapist so no

at least I have a good fucking reason to kill myself, your reason is "no one loves me" because you can't even love yourself despite all your flaws, no one is fucking perfect, stop watching porn, stop watching youtube, stop watching tiktok, it is brain rot and making you think you need to be just like them or you are ugly.

are you getting all the attention you hoped for?

Someone dropped their discord in this thread cause they were desperate, and I can only assume you will at some point to.

Yeah that wasn’t me, hard projections coming outta you. Who the fuck are you to assume shit anyway?

Don't need to thank me, the only thing that you need to do now is log off Anon Babble and kys.

actually I like bossa nova music #unique self harmer

Put a mask on. Pretend you are someone from your favorite TV show/movie. Sure its not 100% a good fix but it'll help you navigate through life, maybe even land you a good job. Even if its cringe, who cares, just do it and be happy, even if its a fake happy it still makes you laugh at how cringe you're being and how retarded you've become. Its really that simple.

I love bossa nova too! have you listened to A Tabua de Esmeralda?

No I won’t ask for help I’m too scared too haha but maybe I’ll see what mental stuff my uni has idk. As long as my friends n family don’t find out I’m like this. I can’t handle people finding out

I assume shit all the time because i'm 37 and i've seen probably more shit in life then you have, yes I shouldn't assume, but that is my life, just full of assumptions and half the time I am right, the other half I am wrong, sue me.

Okay fine this is the deepest I’ve gone on my hip

Ok so you already do put on a mask, take that shit off and accept help, you'll figure out that its not just you with a mask on. Everyone wears a mask, I guarntee your friends have even deeper and darker secrets they hide under their mask.

Maybe their finding out gives you the push you need to hang yourself

you’re so cute I wanna propose

sorry didn’t know we were competing in the suicide olympics my bad

hmmmmm

you're part of the reason she keeps doing it, even though its probably a guy, but why would that make you care less? Faggot.
damn right we are

Actually what are you going to school for? There’s almost no reason you shouldn’t ask for it. Your family and friends want to see you happy dude. That shit is gonna get worse.

It’s rlly not though. I know you’ve created ur own image of what u think I’m like but thats rlly simplistic

I've never understood why people cut themselves.

I have :00000 I love Jorge ben jor he is my goat

I already responded with something else to that since you already put on a mask

if she wants to do it for male validation, it’s even hotter

I’ve never assumed my life was harder than everyone else’s. I’m depressed not stupid

Huh

that’s so sick!! you shouldn’t kys for real now cause you have such good taste and I like you(:

Please don't cut your thighs, they are very nice

Attention whore That's why

ok then stop being retarded, wtf is there to be depressed about? you're 18, you're going to college, you've got men on Anon Babble wanting to have sex with you, unless you don't actually want any of that, then why even go to college? No one is forcing you to do anything you don't want to do.

I have broken bird syndrome I think, I see you in pain and wanna marry you and shower you in love

I thought it was obvious I don’t really have friends. I do law n economics

No amount of talking to friends or strangers online will ever help with this. Go to a therapist or psychiatrist who are trained to get you talking. The only people I've known to ever improve from SH are those who got themselves that professional help. SH is so extremely common to them that they can use the experiences they've had with other patients to better relate to you and find what works for you. You'd be surprised

you'll get friends, its not hard, just talk to someone IRL. If you were actually depressed you wouldn't even be trying to get a degree in law. You'd just let that shit die out and you'd just sleep all the time. Stop being retarded, you're not depressed you're just lonely and that shit can be easily fixed if you just get out of your own head and talk to people IRL like you are doing here.

lmaoooo guess I can’t kms now

I don’t anymore :P n theyv healed pretty alright

Don't listen to him. Kys, I believe you can do it

Even if it’s just one that one person wants you to be happy. Work on yourself dude. You’re fucking young. 18 is just the start. And focus on school that’s actually huge too. Good luck Kat you have lots too live yet

fucking christ Anon Babble has become soft letting an attention whore get away with not showing tits.

tits or GTFO should've been the first thing someone said but no we just have fucking simps.

I like my uni degree n also men being Horny for me on here isnt an accomplishment lmaooo u guys keep asking for a big reason idk I’m just like this I’m depressed all the time over shit that’s probably not that serious I KNOW I think I was just born off idk I just don’t care about myself n I’m lonely which probably doesn’t help

you're an attention whore, fuck off.

My issue isn’t my self harm. I think it’s just a symptom of whatever else I’ve got going on. I can’t even b open w myself idk how I’m supposed to b open w a random therapist

you're like a tiger :3 kats the perfect name

ahaha I’m fake depressed now okay

thanks anon rlly

womp womp u little man whore :P

you have no idea wtf depression is, people that are depressed don't go for college degrees, nor do they say "thank you!" like you keep doing to people, you're an attention whore who doesn't get enough attention from mommy and daddy so you get it from cutting and showing people on Anon Babble and then the people on Anon Babble are like "OOO YEA SHOW US MORE!!" thats why you do it.

haha thankzzzz lolz

Or maybe you'r a little rich girl with a car from mommy and daddy and thats the only way they show any form of love is with money and so you look for love in the wrong places.

yes depressed ppl don’t go uni ur so right. U don’t even know if I’m passing my classes or if I even go to them. Depressed ppl aren’t a monolith it’s pretty common to keep up a pretence. What’s next? Im fake depressed bc I like watching football and depressed ppl hate everything?

not rich at all

Then drop out and do something else, its that easy. Move back in with your parents, they'll be fine with it. Its not like they paid for your college since you aren't rich. You'd be surprised at how understanding they will be.

You can come live with me for free. I'll marry you and take care of you. No strings.

I think ur confused. I’m not American so it’s different here. I live w my parents already n I took out a student loan to do my degree. I will be in severe debt once I finish this degree that’s how it is here lol

A therapist won't expect you to just spill all the beans yourself. They'll ask targeted questions and other methods to help you open up. Doesn't have to be all at once either. You can either get that help you need now, or years down the line when things are much worse, because nothing will change if you don't take steps to make them change. What do you have to lose by giving it a shot? So many people have been able to cope and heal after being able to have a mental health professional's presence in their life. Don't buy into any stigma about mental health, people go to therapists to talk about things way more serious, to just talking about their bad day.

OK? Everyone is in debt, who the fuck cares lmfao. Debt is just an imaginery number that eventually gets wiped out in 7 years, and then guess what? You can take out another loan if you want after you prove that you can pay bills on time. I had debt 13 years ago, and now my credit score is 700 because I pay my bills on time and have debt that I pay every month. Everyone goes through this shit, its not just you.

This nigga would have body parts in his freezer if only he had the ability to hide what an unhinged weirdo he is.

I never said my debt was a bad thing LMAO I’m jus saying that it’s the only reason I’m able to attend uni rn. Not bc I’m ‘rich’

fucking kill yourself BPD tranny holy shit take your histrionics elsewhere, no one gives a fuck. please sever your carotid artery next and stream it if you are that desperate for attention

I don't have debt cause I've worked and been fiscally responsible my entire adult life

ok so drop out, again you're making invisible problems that can easily be solved. Unless you actually enjoy Uni and you're lying about not going to class in which case you're just attention whoring like I said. You're not gonna get a gotcha moment and even if you did, good for you, no one actually gives a shit. Stop being retarded and get off Anon Babble and go make some friends at Uni, its not fucking hard.

cool, want a cookie?

I jus don’t feel like I deserve to get help. I’m bad with my words idk how to explain this but I just don’t think someone like me is important enough to use a therapist n all that. If what ur saying is tru then it could probably help I just dk how to let myself accept that help

you don't deserve to get help, you don't deserve to get better. your inability to cope is a fundamental failing of you, and nobody else wants to help or considers it worthwhile to help you. what would you amount to anyway? they'd just be wasting their time right?

you know what you are and what you deserve.

shes just an attention whore

making me sound so pitiful

oh yeah?

Yep, now fuck off.

i'm an attention whore too so I know how to spot attention whores. You'll keep responding no matter what I say because thats what us attention whores do. You could stop but you love the attention.

yes

person with no value tries to find it via the attention of strangers online

yep. remember to sage

actually tbh I will. it’s 3am now n this fight to defend the legitimacy of my depression has lowk left me feeling sleepy. u are free from me now

Are you important enough as a customer to buy food from a store? Are you important enough to drink water when you're thirsty? Are you important enough to have a mechanic fix your car when it breaks down? Therapy is a service just like so many other things you utilize in life without thinking twice about. The fact that you were born human is enough.

who are you kidding you aint going no where and you know you aint. This thread will go on until it reaches the maximum number of posts before it dies.

can't bullshit a bullshiter.

You deserve to get help. Even if you're a vile, utterly unredeemable human being (which I don't think you are), you deserve a chance to find out who you could be with a mind that's a bit more trustworthy. Who knows who you could be, what you could do, if you weren't so mentally busy treading water and trying to stay afloat.

But you won't get it unless you give yourself permission to get it. I hope you figure out how to justify it to yourself, and get help.

of course you don't think that, anything to get pussy amirite?

hey faggot, use hecs to pay for your uni like a normal person

have a good night!

actually I hope she did go to sleep cause that just means I win at making a depressed person not depressed lmfao

i get deeper cuts playing with my cat

I think your cat might be depressed

yea but she just wanted attention which she got and probably now regrets.

Nah shes still watching wanting to reply but won't cause she wants to prove me wrong. Funny that aint it, I know exactly what attention whores do cause I do it too.

hi shane

I would say the odds are less than 1 in a billion that I'll ever speak to Kat outside of this thread, much less fuck her.

But not everyone is entirely driven by that drive. I have reached out to many mentally ill people, male and female here, who seem to be struggling.

It is no doubt tilting at windmills for the most part, but I think I have played some tiny role in a couple of people finding some peace, and that makes it worth it. To me.

You can think of me as shane if you want, just means no one actually knows who I am and I am glad about that. I'd be more concerned if you did actually know who I was.

thinking anybody cares

anon you are taking this too seriously

no you will speak to her again, she'll make another thread.
i know nobody cares lmao i'm not a retard.

OP go the fuck to sleep you retarded beaner attention whore, i know you're still watching.

what beaner country is it 3:30am right now you retard

spain.

I didn't know spain was in east asia

ok well i was assuming she was spanish based on the music she listened to, sue me.

thats why I called you a retard

Why do you think I'm an unhinged weirdo? That's kinda mean. I'm just really lonely and I like to help people. Porn takes care of my sexual needs. It would just be nice to have someone to share a meal with, someone I can help, a person to talk with, etc.

likely one of picrel