Be me

be me

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khv

finally loose virginity

not to the girl of my dreams

to a guy i work with instead

made me the girl

not what i expected for a first time

Anon Babble im not sure how to feel. Im glad i finally lost it... but 100% was not what i expected AT ALL

I cant get a girl, ill just become the girl

many such cases.

Take it in the butt or the mouth or both? Hopefully he came in your butt no condom.

both. it was my first time doing anything with another person. and it was somewhat overwhelming lol.

Hopefully he came in your butt no condom.

he did.

Are you a twink anon? Or feminine at least?

im not really trans but like i guess a femboy? like im small and dress pretty femmy.

that said i considered myself cis-het but like now i dont even know lol

Good girl

lol yikes

cute! how did it come to be? where exactly did it start do you think?

it honestly just kinda happened lol. i never planned on being with a guy. it just... happened lol

okay how about when was the first time you realized that you were about to fuck a guy. when did it become certain?

when he pulled me into him and kissed me.

hot... so no planning before at all. how did you feel when that started to happen, and what was your relationship with him before that?

i really am still trying to put my thoughts together lol. im not sure how i feel. i never thought id be gay but. and hes just a coworker/friend. we usually hang out on our lunch breaks but yeah

Do you liked taking cock in the butt?

like we went to his car on lunch like we usually to so we could hit the pen and like were just talking whatever and hes like "you got that cute drip today" and im like thanks and hes like "no for real though" and he made it a point to like look me up and down and then like i started to blush and he 100% called me on it and hes like OMG YOUR BLUSHING and idk it was like cute but embarassing lol. im not used to being told im cute so like it was flattering i guess?

i think so? i didnt think i would bc ive always heard it hurts but truthfully it wasnt painful at all. it was def WEIRD at first but like once you get going its not awful.

well you don't seem too upset about it so i'm happy for you anon. if you are gay and you liked it that's okay and you shouldn't be ashamed of it. but at the same time just because you fucked a guy doesn't necessarily mean that you're gay.

i mean i find guys cute for sure. i just didnt think id be gay. but also im not particularly masculine and im small asf so i guess the shoe kinda fits? its just alot to accept lol.

well, you do sound really cute. i think the shoe fits really well. would you mind posting yourself?

im not posting pics of me on Anon Babble lol no way.

im just short so guys think im cute. before i started presenting femmy, no one thought i was attractive, now i at least get looks from guys.

I would recommend not going down this path if you can help it.

just black box your face

captcha, 4AG4Y, lol

i bet you look so so cute :3

why not? the alternative is to basically be a virgin forever. no woman wants a guy that's 5'1 lol.

i mean i didnt *plan* on being into guys but it kinda happened and it wasnt awful and its better than being single forever? idk.

im still trying to wrap my mind around the fact it happened lol.

im not really trying to be a girl. im not trans. im just naturally more feminine and always have been. i crossdress sometimes but its not like dresses and fishnets its like VS hoodies and dolphin shorts lol. more enby-ish than cross dressing or trans or whatever? idk.

You took a dick in your ass. Regardless if you're trying or not, you're a bitch.

idk lol

i mean YEAH im more feminine that masculine but im not like taking hormones and fully dressing like a woman lol.

omgg you're 5'1" ?? you were literally built for men.

i mean its kinda weird realizing people think im cute when all this time i thought id be a virgin forever bc girls never even so much as glanced at me.

yep i had that too. i thought i was the most undesirable person on earth until i showed myself off a little and realized how much boys like me.

now that i realize he thought i was cute im thinking back to other male friends ive had that always laughed and smiled when we were together and now im wondering like did they think i was cute too? like did i mistake friendship for attraction ahhhhh

well maybe? but to be fair there aren't that many gay people out there so chances are they did see you just as friends.

true. now its gonna be awkward at work bc ik hes gay lol. likeeee how do i work with him without acting all giddy lol. ahhhhhhhh

yeah they say never fuck your coworkers.

oops lol.

i 100% didnt plan on it. it literally just. happened.

5'1"

OP was crazy for waiting until they were 19 to get some dick. Shortstacks are so cute.

i really dont get why people think its cute ?

i always thought girls hated short guys.

Yeah girls do. But guys love short boys. Shorter the better.

why?

I've never been with a guy before, but I'd love to press a twink down into the bed and get him pregnant :)

Short just looks cuter. Same goes for girls. Don't you think shorter girls are cuter?

im hoping next time its in his bed lol. idk, like now i wanna try it again lol. and the more i think about him the more i wanna be with him and i miss him lol

i guess lol. idk i guess i never thought of it like that. i can see why girls find taller men attractive tho.

Yeah, men are supposed to be taller and girls are supposed to be shorter, and in this case you are the girl :3
Just text him!

i dont wanna seem clingy lol. i texted him when i got home like "soooooooo" and he just sent me a winky face like.... idk what that even means lol.

Yeah, men are supposed to be taller and girls are supposed to be shorter, and in this case you are the girl :3

i mean it is what it is. im just happy im not a virgin anymore lol. and that losing it wasnt a horrible experience like i thought it would be.

it's only an awful experience if your partner is rough and doesn't use lube. it shouldn't ever be painful.

I'm bi and honestly i think the feeling of a man being inside you is WAY more stimulating than being inside a girl but that's just my opinion.

it wasnt painful. it DID feel kinda weird at first, its just not something ive ever experienced before in my life. its hard to explain but it was more awkward than painful.

and as for being with a girl i cant say which is better bc ive never done anything with a woman.

Hry anon could you post your feet really quick. I need to cum bad. Please hurry