If this is a serious post, you need to go talk to someone professionally because Anon Babble ain't going to do shit for you.
But let me give yall a green text story.
Be me, adult male
Was dealing with about five semi-traumatic things at once
Mental state was not alright
Needed a lot of time away from people
Date woman, late 20's, she was scooping me up and using me
Woman was in a bad, abusive relationship
Hindsight now says she was the abuser and the husband was NOT abusive
Did not know she was married, ended up dating
Bitch used both of us, but I digress
Fast forward, she constantly kicked me out of her place for stupid reasons
Reasons like I got paid double what she did doing basically nothing
Reasons like her editing security cameras to leave out shit I did daily
Reasons were basically her being an ignorant asshole while I took care of the whole house
Finale comes around
She constantly seduces me, but pushes me away at the last second
K, no biggie, I have hands
She does this at night, where we both sleep-fuck, this has been a thing we both established happens
She routinely touches me at night
I didn't consent, but whatever
She fucked me once at night
Claims I assaulted her
Threatened to kill my cat, threatened a lot more, got nasty
Placated with her, did whatever, didn't want more bullshit, was very vulnerable
Ended up leaving her, losing friends cause of her saying I assaulted her
Find out later she was possibly cheating on me the whole time with my best friend
Best friend turned out to be abusive to his ex at the time, who was my friend
Found out everyone who bailed on me were nazis, pedophiles, drug dealers or worse
Spent a year recovering, couldn't even see a titty without wanting to kill myself
Found out she spent a year fucking the next dude and laughing
Stole my credit card info as well to buy food
Want to know the best part? Last few texts was her laughing and saying.
I get to be the victim now