Eternal trap/femboy/trans/twink thread

Eternal trap/femboy/trans/twink thread

Alright moving here for a little bit before bed!

the soles of justice

I'm so jealous of whoever was lucky enough to play with you

I sure hope this thread doesn't give me a boner

That's stealing from the company Tim and will have punishments like more.. ugh trips to HR.

oh no please don't sit on my face. i would absolutely hate that.

I'm glad to have this version of you here tonight but that doesn't mean to ignore your struggles okay?

thanks cali, I've been having a hard time sleeping lately

Good boy UwU its all over my face, please clean me up with your tongue will you?

Of course with some kisses on the side

I'm such a mess and want to look my best when I ride you >:)

Oh Cali you all way look your best ;)

Looks like you can take a few more loads and I sure could unload some extra stress inside there.

Idk if you saw my last reply Cali but I apologize for my wallsovtexts tonight, I just feel its Important to talk about these things and my Frens are all way too busy to talk these days.
So please let me add 1 more thing for tonight Cali. If I am comfortable I am probably not going to be willing to change as much...I need Motivation I'm too comfortable Cali, and IK you can't give me a Motivation but you have helped me a lot genuinely~And that is another reason I bought the Boxing Gear, because I haven't properly done a full workout in probably over a Week. Its just so hard Mentally being Alone and Alone with my Gaming PC, and all the Food I have and stay on top of things... I know this is only now coming out this year, but I feel I'm at ny breakingpoint and need to do some change in my Life, Its like how I said. I'm Scared of Living, so I need to Prepare to Die and Live my Life and become Uncomfortable~Thoughts, Concerns, Criticisms?

Also I'd like to clarify, you can give me Motivation and you do Cali and so do others~But I need Self-Motivation aswell for when I don't have that support, and idk how to find that Inner-Motivation like I'm literally hungry Spiritually and it hurts.

fucked a trap (escort) for the first time today, asian CD no tits or anything and a pretty small cock but super feminine looking. I struggled to get hard becuase I was nervous with the first experience so she ended up fucking me which was nice but with a small cock it didn't feel like much more than fingers. Then ended up fucking her till I finished. overall 8/10 would do again kinda want to get fucked by a trap with a bigger cock. pic related.

I'm literally hungry Spiritually and it hurts.

that's why i've told you so many times to to find a job/school so you can learn social skills. i hate my job but if i were to quit the isolation would drive me mad.

If this is Ranger, I hope you give what I said a chance! You deserve to be happy too <3
Aww that's sweet anon but we can play here a little too? I know its not the same lol
Ah hah! That reverse psychology won't work on me, instead you have to watch a one hour special presentation on why stealing from the company is bad practice, I will be hosting in my a tight skirt and bending over constantly. If you get a boner.. well we have a difference presentation to get that shorted. Have you tried jacking off before bed? Kek
Then sit down on the couch and watch me slide your cock inside me. Making my own cock twitch as my hole gets penetrated and I moan a little, hold me tight and I'll bounce up and down for you, looking into your eyes <3
Yes I saw the post - go join a boxing program. You keep jumping to the most extreme conclusions about things, thinking that doing this more extreme thing will make people respect me and make people notice you. You know why your friends mom agree that you should do it? They were born in a time where sending kids to the military was how they "fixed" them. Bullshit that's not how the world works anymore, you can take much less harmful life choices. Why jump to such extremes? I don't get it HTA. You want to do something new/uncomfortable sure join a boxing program/school will do that and your life won't be at risk. Life is not a fucking race. I've said a million times.

I want to use and defile you so bad it makes me look stupid.

how could i not get a boner. you're setting me up for failure! im curious what this alternative presentation is.

Have you tried jacking off before bed?

i mean sometimes. my mind is racing with so many thoughts and then i hear the birds start chirping at 5am ugh. thought i had some melatonin but i couldnt find it.

try BJJ it's the single best activity for someone with autism you'll love it. I've been exactly where you're at and it helps dramatically. Literally everyone in BJJ is autistic as fuck and get competely obsessed with it. It teaches competence, won't take your brain cells to nearly the extent that striking arts will, and it'll get you in shape like no other martial art will. the confidence you get from it is great, too.

Wouldn't I look stupid being endlessly used and defiled though anon?
Its not setting you up for failure you have to learn to avert your male gaze. If a full boner is notice then I will have to deal with you myself, walking over in my heels, running my hand down your pants and relieving the pressure. I don't want you distracted during my presentations, understand?
Well jerk off tonight and find that melatonin dam Tim lol

Happy Friday guys

Then sit down on the couch and watch me slide your cock inside me. Making my own cock twitch as my hole gets penetrated and I moan a little, hold me tight and I'll bounce up and down for you, looking into your eyes <3

God Cali keep going please!!!

I'd love to play with your holes and make your cage up prick spray like a faucet.. I want to taste you so bad

I know Tim and its my own fault I haven't, I just get Anxiety and don't follow through because I have fear I won't be good enough and will be embarassed and its tiring.
HNGWFFFFFF>W< Mommmy I wuld hyperventilate if I saw urButt like that mylitlLungies would just inflate like Baloons and float me aways into the corner><

Yes I saw the post - go join a boxing program.

I appreciate you reading it Cali, thank you and I'll look into it~I have been reading into a Self-Help Guy and no its not Andrew Tate XD, but he talks about Total Life Reform, and how you need to face your fears and get Active and take Action in your Life in everything.

You keep jumping to the most extreme conclusions about things

Thats why I say I have no filter and say what I want to say~Because otherwise nobody would take me seriously...And perhaps you're right, and I was going to likely Enlist years ago but I didn't and the Covid Lockdowns had a lot to do with that but also said person being an ahole I dinn't get along with but I know not everyone in the Military is like that~And I don't want to be a toxic ahole either.

Why jump to such extremes?

Because I have doubts and fears, I don't want to think so much about it and just jump into it and Fight whether that be Mentally or in a Literal Sense, so that I can be Reborn and Rise from the previous me into a better me and that might come with sacrifices.

You want to do something new/uncomfortable sure join a boxing program/school will do that and your life won't be at risk. Life is not a fucking race. I've said a million times.

I'll look into it. The Culinary School is only like 22k, and the downpayment is 2.5k~Then after that its only like 1.3k a Month which I can do and my Mom said she can help. Its 9 Months, 5 Days a Week, for 5hrs, They give Tours of the CulSchool too...It starts in August, which means if I want to do that, I'm going to use the time before that to Study and do other stuff learning how to Drive and Boxing.

Y’know what? That’s a good point. I can’t imagine you would have any kind of dignified expression while I have you pinned to the floor and squealing and squirming as I smear my filthy cock all over your pretty little holes

I've heard of BJJ, I'll look into it and also Boxing of course~And probably do both, thanks Anon, I appreciate you telling me that <3
Also Checked~Btwww am I allowed to keep Cummming Tonight Cali, or am I gtng put in timeout and being given a Challenge?
A part of me wishes I didn't tell You (and the Thread in general), about my possible plans to enlist but it also felt wrong not too and I wanted your thoughts on it but I don't want you to worry.

haha i found it. i put in my junk drawer after i was cleaning. i jerked off right before you got here actually. cali it's 4am. what happens if i fall asleep during your presentation?
man i wanted to work on helicopters for the army. i wonder how life would be if i finished training

Hot! Do you have images in which you're riding a dildo from the front or back? Those positions are my weaknesses.

You too, cutie!

cali did you know that? ive talked about it before but never directly with you. i did join the army right out of high school but i never finished training. that's why i dont like talking about it

How is Friday anything special for today?

Feel my hands press up against your chest as they move up to your cheeks, holding them tight. Pulling your face close to mine as our lips lock. Tongues feeling each other's and saliva mixing, all while my tight hole squeezes your cock and ass slaps your thighs. Hmmm you taste so good UwU, please hold me close and cum inside me. Its okay, cum for me..I want all of you..
I want to be teased lovingly and my holes licked before being bred like a good boy <3
Saying such things to get attention is not maturing, its a kid saying they will run away from home but never do. Thinking things through and picking reasonable actions and not such extreme things is better than "crying wolf" every time someone "doesn't take you seriously". Don't react with emotion cause this joining the military thing is all that is. See you keep thinking this will be the easy way out but its not, you will be miserable there. I can't get behind the mentally of thinking "if I get through this I will be reborn from the askes like Phoenix and all my problems will go away, people will respect me for it" nah that delusional. You think they will let you be on your phone for hours on end on Anon Babble to talk to us? Really? I know I'm being harsh but I can't anymore HTA. I'm tired. Join if you just wanna give up on everything cause your "Prepared to Die' or whatever fuckery. I'm done talking about this.
No.

Ok then its time for bed for the both of us Tim! Oh if you fall asleep you get woken up with a cock slap to face bitch >:)
I actually think you've mentioned this before in the past, literally because HTA was also talking about it joining. I'm trying my best but I'm so tired now.
Um does this count? Can only post this one cause I'm so sleepy now! Goodnight

LAST POST, going to bed, Cali signing off

night Cali, pleasure as always <3

Good night cali sorry I wasn’t able to blow my load before you left

Wow a rare occasion where cali seems mad

i wanted to work on helicopters. specifically the chinook. good night cali, im glad we had fun tonight. it's been a while.
i don't have work tomorrow if you want to dm me on discord. im going to bed now too

Goodnight Cali that was fun :)
I'm off to bed

eternal trap/femboy/trans/twink thread

What exactly is a twink and how do I find one.

This is gay. this bit is gay

Lol you're a real piece of shit for this post
And this is what a truly evil man looks like.

I'm not trying to take the easy way out Cali, and I didn't say that it will solve all of my problems~Thats taking what I say out of context, but it does seem that you don't take me seriously either which is heartbreaking.

You think they will let you be on your phone for hours on end on Anon Babble to talk to us? Really? I know I'm being harsh but I can't anymore HTA. I'm tired. Join if you just wanna give up on everything cause your "Prepared to Die' or whatever fuckery. I'm done talking about this.

Idk probably, I'm sure it depends. But it sounds like you want to give up on me by saying you don't care basically, and just to Enlist so I can possibly get killed because you don't care, and I'm sorry I made you that upset for you to admit that, if thats how you really feel about me. I didn't want to make you upset in any way. And the "Prepared to Die" is a metaphor that doesn't mean literally, but sometimes you take stuff I say out of context and make me out to be crazy and hateful which is not true, but if thats how you view me and you want to hate me for it then I can't change that.
I'm sorry that I've disappointed you Cali. ILU and I just wanted to talk because I enjoy talking to you. I regret telling you about this because I didn't want to make you upset and angry. If you don't want to talk then we don't have to talk, I don't want to ruin your mood, I want to make you Happy.

Have A Goodnight Cali, I Hope You See This In The Morning. I'll Always Love You, Have Sweet Dreams*XOXO*<333

Have a Good Night Tim, and have a Good Friday.

Hey Leah! :3