Drowning

Anon Babbleros... I don't post often but I have no one else to talk to. between school, this girl who i'm seeing, and the people around me freaking out at me about the election. The girl is giving me the run around and it's killing me. I'm a junior in school for engineering and the constant exams and projects especially this time of the semester are killing me. The election is making everyone at my school go fucking ape shit and you just have to sit there and be silent. I don't care if you think i'm a fag or a retard and should just "tough it out and post a soyjak saying wahhhh" I just want someone to talk to about all this shit man...

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nigga fuck you

im trans btw

Okay

you sound like the people at my school

Engineering student that's also struggling. Lectures are the dumbest thing to ever be invented. "Yeah I'm going to pick up the basic idea of this complex topic in 45 minutes." Let me read the fucking book.

Couldn't agree more
What engineering are you doing?

Computers. Not like my passion, but when I realized environmental wasn't "Let's design ecosystems" and more "How do we treat metric tons of human shit," I decided this would do. What about yourself?

I'm Mechanical

Get rid of the girl. It's not easy but you need to. Find another girl. It's really not worth the bullshit.
School is challenging for one reason or another but you need to get through it. Get rid of the unnecessary bullshit in your life, protect and look after yourself.
The election shit is just the way it's gonna be for a while. Do what you can to remove yourself from the environment. If you can't remove yourself physically, try to do it mentally. You will get better at this as time goes on.

I know I'm not much help but the basics are there.

I don't know man I'm just tired of all the projects assignments and reports. Idk what school youre at but my school is going ape shit cause of the election

I'm about to drop the world's hardest advice for an engineer to follow:
Don't think, just do.

I know... I'm afraid. I know she's insane and all her bullshit is insane and nothing but a detriment to my well being. But I can't shake the fact that I just want to hold her and if I get rid of her, i'll have no one...

That's how i've gotten through a lot of these projects and assignments, it's hard to do so when other parts of my life are closing in. I can't think straight, it's literally just think about School and homework or I think about her. I'm tired Boss, Dog tired...

I assume you're not running marathons. Maybe rest the part of you that's tired.

It's best for you to get rid of her. Don't put up with girls who, at the very least, simulate mental health issues. It's something they will use against you or anyone else whenever they see fit.
I'm much older than you and I can guarantee you that there will be others and you'll look back at this and be glad that you didn't hang around. Brother, you deserve better. Anyone who genuinely fucks with you/your wellbeing is not your friend or lover. Get rid of them.

Trips of truth! Stranger on the internet is spitting straight facts and cares about you more than the girl you're chasing after

You are correct in your assumption, but I can't rest the part of me that is tired which is the part coping with school and this girl. I could just call her a bitch and block her, and curl up in a ball in my room to avoid class and responsiblillites, but none are a realistic option. I feel like i'm truly out of gas and miles away from a station.

It's almost over big dawg. What, there's like four weeks or something left this semester? Finish strong sir.

Idk man im a millenial faggot and i know this isn’t what you wanna hear but if your gf is giving you the runaround when you’re stressing over your engineering degree, she’s a fucking stupid bitch that’s wasting your time. Any bitch that is going to make your life more difficult you need to cut loose immediately! Everyone and everything adding incessant extra static in your life, and is a net negative in your life, (making your life harder, not easier.) you MUST cut out with zero inhibition. Being between the age of 18-29 as a man REALLY SUCKS.

Also Trump was the very obvious correct choice in this election so anybody having an aneurysm and is raging over the election you need to avoid like the plague because they are literally retarded, are an illegal immigrant, or they hold some bullshit useless job and Trump is gonna clean house and fire their worthless ass! All reasons to avoid these people like the plague. And youre a university student so they’re everywhere I know, you’re in an awful echo chamber. but fortunately when you get a job, after you graduate, an engineering job or whatever, you will be out of that cesspit lf social marxism. There’s a reason why people who work in universities are absolute faggots and barnacles on the ass of society.

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I apperciate your words. I know what I need to do, I just need the strength to do so. I know logically it makes no sense, she's an absolute schizo who larps all these mental illnesses for attention. I UNDERSTAND this makes no sense, but I can't get ahold of the logically part of my brain here.

I'm gonna try brother, I'm crawling here but I've done it before

You just gotta do it my man. Bitches like that are gonna drag you down with them. Its money over bitches, or else become a bitch yourself. It’s your choice. Call her and say “leave me the fuck alone you psycho bitch I cant stand your annoying mentally ill all, never call me again, prove everyone right and kill yourself.” Then hang up.

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I don't care if youre a mellenial, I apperciate the words. It's just really hard. How can I cut off this source of happines and pain?

The girl's around me are all sperging out as well as my roomates who were in tears after the election, they know I larp a trump supporter as a meme but they know in truth I'm not a huge fan of politics. Yet they all have this anger towards me. It's like they need someone to be mad at because of the election and the fire is pointed towards me. Not just my roomate, my friends, and family

I disagree, Any words of advice brother?

uhh I think I get the idea lol, I'm not sure I'm gonna say that verbatum cause she's prob do it and leave a note saying I told her too. JAIL TIME BABY

LOL i dont know if you’re trolling or what but all of your friends and this girl you’re fucking are literally cancer. Stop the LARP, Get out of this gay cultural marxist echo chamber and start hanging out with some real men. I dont know maybe go to the turning point usa booth and start hanging out with those kikes. But the right decision is clear as day, cut off this bitch, cut off all of these gay kamala supporting niggers and only focus on your studies and how to get ahead in life, and leave all of those faggots in the dust. DO IT. TEXT THE BITCH RIGHT NOW TELL HER TO POUND SAND AND THEN BLOCK HER NUMBER.

The feelings and thoughts that you have do not have to define who you are. If you pull yourself away from a thought or feeling when it occurs and look at it from a distance, suddenly there's a lot more space in your head for other things.

Dude i'm at a liberal school, if I wore a maga hat to campus I get fucking lynched by all the freaks. I have friends outside of the kamala-sphere and even they are cautious. People are acting up right now. As for the girl, I'm gonna meet up with her and talk. You wanna talk about real men? I'n not gonna cut her off over text like a pussy. I apperciate the absolute honesty you providing.

If my thoughts don't define me what does? My actions? My actions as of late have consisted of just being on autopilot just to get through the day. I've been trying to pull myself away from my thoughts because I know logically it's all ridiculous. But can't shake the feeling of the reality of them.

HAHAHAH those fucking faggots wouldnt do shit if you wore a MAGA hat. Theyd probably have a fucking seizure. And meeting up with her to talk is the wrong choice because the will hit u with bullshit and use her pussy to get you off your center. The easiest way is through text. Text her that you are breaking up with her and want nothing else to do with her then block her. One way of communication. If your mind is made up you dont need any follow up comments from her. But do whatever you want my nigga. You wanna tell her something gay like “i dont wanna date you anymore but we are still friends” lol you need to sack up and stick up for yourself my nigga. What the fuck.

Honestly you're probably right about them having a seizure lol. As for the girl, I get what you're saying. Texting would allow me to have a clear head, it just feels cowardly to do that over text.

You don't owe anyone an explanation for when and how you end a relationship if you decide to do so. Doing it in person would be an exercise in dealing with difficult social situations. I don't see any other benefits to doing it beyond that.

I disagree, I think when you end a relatioship you should have some sort of reason and make that reason clear. XYZ are not good habits of yours and I done trying to cope with them, see ya, etc. If this was some smelly homeless dude on the bus than I don't owe him an explaination as to why I don't want to sit next to him, but a woman who I am involved with surly deserves more than a "Ur gay lol XD"

Just bare in mind they're all delusional sheeple. Try to just allow yourself to be amused at their lack of bliss despite being ignorant as fuck.

I can't go through life thinking everyone around me is a retard, the chud life ain't for me. Don't get me wrong the troons wearing trans flag capes are in fact retards.

Unfortunately, you're in for a nasty surprise when the time comes that you are being broken up with by someone. From my experience, and what I've heard from others, it's pretty much "Ur gay lol XD." Except it comes in the form of "I need time to find myself," "I'm just feeling stuck," etc. I understand that you won't believe this will happen to you, because it sucks. It is what happens though. Constructive criticism after a breakup is the rare exception, not the rule. Usually, you have to figure out actually went wrong yourself.

You're right I don't know or have a whole lot of experience but in this situation where I am the one wanting out, I can extend that courtesy/exception even though I know it might not have been extended to me.

Have you tried smoking blues to cope?

I'm not huge into drugs

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Embracing facts doesn't make you a chud. Recognizing other not embracing facts make them the plebs.