Secrets thread
Secrets thread
I am Spartacus
I am Alpharius
I have several hard drives of porn even though I won't ever watch about 99% of those clips again
im lying about drug use and cheat
i make deepfake clips and pics of a girl i like to jerk off to
I’m housesitting for my aunt and uncle and I couldn’t help myself snooping through her panties definitely making my mind wander
Same, but its mostly images for mine.
I work from home 3 days/week. I think I might finally start going through those videos and copying the best ones to a NAS server.
The first time I ever met my wife she was choking on my friends dick and fingering his asshole while high on molly.
lolol My parents are gone as well, and I looked through my mom's panty drawer. My mind also went some interesting places
I fantasize about my very little sis getting gangbanged and fucked or whored out
I was sucking my teacher off in middle school for better grades.
or her getting fucked by dad
Did I go to maybe trying a few pairs on?
I want to watch my gf drink a glass full of other guys' cum
That's not a secret, that's normal
I am a proud member of Team Shit Suck
I like it up the butt.
Talking about multiple TBs though
I cheated
We know, JD. Hey, congrats on becoming Vice President of The United States
I sucked dick twice as a crossdresser behind my gfs back *shrug*
I have not
suicidal thoughts are funny
When hidden behind a curtain.
I'm the one who's been posting Gypsy
I rigged the election for the elites
I'm addicted to paying college freshmen and sophomore girls for nudes. I DM them on instagram and even though its low success rate, I dm a lot of girls so I still get a good amount of responses, some of which agree to do it. I do it enough where I've developed a strategy for how to find girls and how to DM them for the best success rate. A lot of the girls I've paid have similar builds because I prefer the lean muscle fit/athletic girls.
I’ve cheated on every bf I’ve ever had by sucking dick on lunch breaks at work and after work and feel no shame about it. usually with older guys.
Have had 7 boyfriends and cheated on all of them. None found out. I also accept money for nudes online using a fake name, with current boyfriend I have even sucked dick at work then gone home and kissed him
I've also done that but widened the selection to include young professionals and single moms. Been told to fuck off and/or blocked by plenty. However, I've been able to buy nudes from several and been told "not right nowbut ask me again in the future" by others.
You male or female?
Genuine question, what do you guys gain by larping as slutty girls? Like idk what the appeal is. Do you want guys to talk to you as if though your'e a girl? I'm lost on the motivation for doing this.
Share?
What do you gain by caring?
I haven't tried girls after college because they're usually older, less desperate for money, and smarter. Having a stable job and being less desperate for money makes them less likely to agree and I'm into college aged girls so them being older doesn't help it either.
You boy or girl?
I post my exes nudes in the hopes someone recognizes her. She was recognized once by her best friends dad
I think it’s to expose how fucking putrid females have become but can’t be sure anon. Sorry.
I buttfucked my cousin in the church basement
absolutely not
Would you?
Please?
I miss fucking this middle school teacher
I'm a cuck with an extremely vanilla gf and I have no idea how to tell her and it's been over 3 years tf do I do anons
Fyi I'm a regular cuck not one of those bnwo fags
Every single girl I have ever know, I have seen naked.
Well, every single girl I have befriended or known since I was like 19 years old, I am 35 years old now.
It started when I was in the military and they had me stay back while they did PT in the mornings one day. I was injured for like a month so every monday/wednesday/friday I would stay at work while everyoen went to excercise for an hour.
This afforded me the opportunity to look through peoples phones, military bitches take a shitload of nudes. So i wound up texting all these nudes through their phones and deleting the set messages. I almostgot caught a bunch of times.
This evolved to me creating fake profiles and asking girls who I knew for nudes. I would pretend that I just o happen to come accross their profiles and I would ask for nudes, Usually I would offer money. More often than not, They would accept. Half the time they send nudes before I send money.
Well this went on for the next 16 years. It actually evolved into more than that now.
See I am married, second wife who is 9 years younger than me. We've been together for about 7 years, since she was 19 but only married two years.
We had a kid recently and have not been fucking so it made me kinda nuts. So now I fuck her sister, her best friend, and my ex wife, all behind her back.
THe best part is my ex wife is helping me find bitches to fuck together.
Her best friend comes to visit all the time, like once a week and i always find a way to fondle her, finger her, just be gross and almost get caught. We dont fuck often, its mostly just this and her sending me nudes all the time but she does drive over late at night and I sneak out to fuck her in her car when she cant take it.
her sister comes around almost every mornign because they work together. She gets dropped off by her bf before he goes to work, super early. My wife doesnt wake up until later so I usually have 1-2 hours alone in the morning with her sister. So we fuck
Maybe try watching some porn with her that features guys sharing their girl idk if she’s too vanilla she won’t go through with it
I'm a sophomore in college rn and I haven't seen every girl naked, but of the girls I've wanted to see naked I've seen most.
Some I spied, some I dm'd from an anon account and paid for nudes, some I got their nudes from them or from friends, etc. Its exciting to know what most of your hot friends look like naked.
Paid some guy to draw porn of my mom. Felt kinda bad. Probably the most degenerate thing I've ever done. Feel insane post nut clarity when I fap to it
Should have drawn it yourself
I play the long game to fuck the girls I want.
It is easy. The first step is to legitimitely befriend them. Know them for a long time and get them to trust you completely.
During that time, find out everything about them. Use this information throughout the time you spend with this person and throw little breadcrumbs of behavior they find attractive, with increased frequency over time.
I have found that a good majority of women like a confident, dominate, self assured, dependable, honest, open minded man. SO I am always those things.
I am an amazing huband and great dad. I have a son from a prevous marriage and I treat him amazing, as well as my ex wives kids that she got when she remarried.
I get flowers and gifts for all of my wives female friends who dont have boyfriends for valentines day so theydont feel left out.
Any time someone needs help, I am there. I am fucking superman.
I also make insane money and like half the women That run my businesses Ive fucked or continue to fuck.
The reason it works is because I always have the same agreement with all of them, this is just between you and me, lets pretend we never did this, we can stop any time and pretend like it never happened. Its free to enter and leave at any moment and absolutely no emotional attachment.
so far so good. Its been a wild ride
Ha, I've seen this before. Like that guy, I also get cucked by my mom. I can't draw at all, so this was the only choice
are you still friends with him?
Tried doing the anon DM thing didn’t have the luck I thought I would she started to consider it and then said hard no
I shave my armpit and pubic hair once a week
Its a low success rate but I messaged a lot of the hot girls ik so even with low success rate I got a couple of girls to agree to it.
How do you get their nudes from friends?
I have a massive collection of nudes from women that i've been with in the past, i am currently married. The data is stored on an encrypted drive, so theres no chance she will find out about it, unless i forget to unplug it from my computer. I regularly jerk off to these photos and videos, as I have been with some extremely attractive women.
Literally same. Deleted some a while ago out of guilt and regret it every day
Where are you from?
I already had nudes of my gf, ex gfs, or fwbs. I traded with them.
I would never delete mine, Im actually thinking of backing it up. I also have nudes of friend's gf's from snooping around. its a true goldmine.
You just hit them up and ask if they wanted to trade? Seems like it would go so poorly
Lucky you. Interested in trading any?
No you have to be cool with them. I played football with a lot of them in high school so we were close and trading girls nudes was common there so it wasn't a crazy subject to work into a conversation. I still play in college but I'm only close enough with a couple guys rn to ask about it.
i would be interested yes.
Ah got it yeah I feel like bringing that up out of the blue would be kinda nuts
In college rn I'm this guy I've literally never deleted a single nude I have of a girl I know regardless of how I got it or if they asked me to. I enjoy them way too much lol.
Yeah if you're not friends with the person that's a great way to get people to start talking about you as a creep
Disc anon694202
i know, its like something you can't recreate because of the work it took to get them, and its powerful knowing i have naked pictures of them being sluts when theres a guy out there with a huge crush on her.
i prefer snapchat ionia32
Don't have a burner snap
i prefer not to use discord
I find my sister more sexually attractive than 75% of the women I've met.
kik? Or session?
My girlfriend is a natural blonde. She worked in a kiosk and lost her virginity to her Indian boss, who took her from behind.
Honestly I was surprised the one said no she seems the type…most of them don’t respond at all I’ve literally never gotten a yes lol I don’t even specify price because depending on who it is I’d pay a lot
i could do kik
actually most of the files are saved on my computer so are you able to create a snapchat?
How do you ask them without scaring them off? whats your opening messages
im gay but i voted red
Fr, I find it hotter after they get boyfriends because I get to see another mans girl naked, which is way more of a no-no. It's like super rare Pokemon cards lol.
You can't dm them asking about nudes or you look like a bot. You have to get them to talk normally first, even if only a few messages, so they see you aren't a bot. After they know you're a real person then you offer money. You have to work your way to nudes though, I usually start by offering $3 for a selfie of them smiling to get them hooked on the idea of easy money.
how did you get access to the phone? i have a hot mutual friend but don't know how i'd go about checking
I make accounts on lesser-used apps to send tit pics to male relatives.
Same user on snap hmu
I kind of answered this here lmk if you have more questions
Of your own tits? Why?
theyre nice, i know they fantasize about them, and its fun lol, nothing crazy
a good way to do this is, put yourself where your hot friend and you are hanging out, suggest that they play music, they will set down their phone somewhere to let the music play. after a few songs, get up to go change the music "hey i want to search a song, whats your password?"
a lot of times, they'll give the pin to you. keep this pin in mind, write it down somewhere. now you gotta either find a situation where shes not looking at her phone, i reccomend another time when you guys hangout
Post them here then
Yeah maybe that’s the issue I asked for pics in their underwear first
anon694202
added you.
I fantasize about raising a girl to be a whore for ugly strangers
What's she like anon
Gave oral to a 9yo girl when I was 16
now iphone/ ios has a recently shared album if you share the photos to yourself. she may not check just be aware
My b I think it's actually anon6942020 on snap
Yeah that's a mistake, you'll never get a response that way, gotta be strategic about it
How do you pay them anonymously?
Ideally through a crypto wallet. Thankfully a lot of people my age are into crypto. If they don't have one I offer to pay them $5 if they let me help them set one up
Trying to find someone on dark web to put an ad up for me. It involves human toilets and my family
But I can't work dark shit at all
We had a kid recently and have not been fucking
Sounds like a skill issue on your part.
I really wanna get raped. Im a girl and it's probably some weird trauma thing. No clue how to get raped tho, if any of y'all have advice pretty please tell me
you can ask someone to rape you.
Rape doesn't work like that? Asking them for it is giving consent
I can help with that as I know a few places and people I sucked off before.
Only catch is you have to tell them your my gf. Fantasy shit you understand.
i love to compare my current gf with my ex gf, and get other peoples opinions on their bodies
Where do you live?
I like the one with the smaller tits. But I always like smaller tits. That being said, theirs are both too big.
Tiny town in Kansas
really? too big? interesting, you like super flat girls then
That's doable. What do you look like?
I do! Nothing bigger than a small B at the absolute biggest. Wife is supposedly 34B but her bras are a little big on her. Shit gets me hard seeing them when the padding comes away from them.
I was getting db shots of her at work before we started seeing each other. I thank God everyday she never got a boob job.
Not posting a pic (I'm 18 and parents are still SUPER strict) but I'm very skinny and honestly flat, sometimes I wear glasses and I have that stereotypical scene girl haircut in brown
Jesus that is so tempting. You a virgin?
I want to also but I'm a guy and I want it to be by another guy. I'm in great shape and 20 so I get naked often in my gyms locker room to use the sauna and shower and I get a lot of stares. I've always wanted an old guy in the sauna or showers to force himself on me. I'm outwardly straight so I get a lot of the old gay guys staring at me when I'm naked but no one ever tries to touch me.
I am very much a virgin •́‿,•̀ closest thing to sex I've ever had is letting a girl finger me cuz I was scared to say no
I can catch a flight easily.
You gonna lick my ass after I'm almost done till I'm ready to blow in your face
In the last few months my relationship with my girlfriend of 4 years has been deteriorating. She's become a nightmare to live with. Uncleanly. Won't pay her parts of the bills. No sex, romance, no kissing. Yells at me for everything. It's been getting miserable.
At the same time, a close female friend of mine of the last 9 years has been getting very close with me. It's not quite an emotional affair but she enjoys being my confidante and has not hesitated to flirt.
That being said she made it clear she's not trying to take me from my girlfriend. Even said "I get if you're going to cheat but it's not going to be with me. I'm not gonna touch you." (Even though I never mentioned cheating) however. Nipslips have been constant. Bending over in front of me is constant. Asking invasive questions about sex and my fetishes is constant.
It's been driving me too her like crazy and I have a massive desire to be with her.
However. In the last few weeks my girlfriend has made the moves to improve her own wellbeing and our relationship has improved significantly. Now im the messier one. Our sex is consistent and great. Our romance is massive. Were happy
But it hasn't made me want her and her alone
I find myself wanting both and idk what to do.
I get off to random guys jerking off and cumming to my wife. I'll send them pics and vids abs get them to tell me what they'd do to her (anything they want) or get them to share her with their buddies and show me their reactions. So fucking hot
Kik: warrenmears27
Once again, parents are strict and have to know where I am constantly so probably wouldn't be worth trying
Fr I could be bending down in front of someone in a tiny skirt with nothing underneath and no on gives a fuck
Yeah idgaf about them. What are they gonna do pray?
How many loads you think you can swallow? Other holes not included ofc
Help they probably would pray-
How many loads can you swallow?
Prolly like one I have a miniscule appetite (I'm autistic af ik my dirty talk is shit)
I wouldn't wear a skirt to the gym especially since I'm a guy but I'll literally be a young fit guy standing naked showering right next to an old gay guy and he won't make any sort of move. I want one of them to just start groping me without asking
I wish there were nudes of the new female lead singer of Linkin Park
Yeah you don't really want to get raped. You might think you do. You just want to feel something. Let me be real with you. Actually getting raped is not at all going to be fun. You will regret it and you will have to live with it. You can recover and you can move past the trauma but it's not really what you want. I'm not going to try to treat you like a child but the fact is you are 18 and that is very young. Yes you are technically an adult and yes you have probably lived in a repressive household. Don't go too absolutely batshit crazy when you go out in the world but don't be afraid to live it up a little bit. Once you get out of your little town, you will be able to find plenty of guys who want to sleep with you. Maybe you already know some? Maybe you'd rather it somehow be forced on you so it's not really your responsibility for it happening or something I don't know. But just know that if you are concerned about ever being found attractive, good God there are thousands of guys out there like me who love tiny little titties. The guy who was right for you will love every aspect of you. Or the girl who is right for you if that's the way you end up swinging. When I said it was tempting, that was legit. Told me you were a thick blue-eyed blonde with giant tits, I would have lost interest immediately. I don't know if any of this helps or even addresses what the brute causes because I'm not a fucking therapist. And I'm not going to put a space between the first three and last six letters of that word either.
Too long didn't read
Describe yourself. I'd love an autistic waifu to jerk onto daily
I feel like everything I just said here was disjointed. As a guy, my experience being 18 was vastly different from what you are experiencing right now but I can say as someone who is now between the ages of 40 and 55, you have a lot of life ahead of you and it can be far far better than you think. Even if you do something as self-destructive as somehow putting yourself in a situation to get yourself raped. But I still recommend not doing that.
I thought several meant seven till I was about 19
Understandable when you consider that that Nebuchadnezzar and Nebuchadrezzer are supposedly the same name.
All I saw was get a therapist and nty <3 I already have sexual trauma and that probably why I want it too happen
I wear glasses, I have that stereotypical scene haircut in brown, I'm very skinny and only an a cup (pretty please don't make fun of me) tbh I look like I just crawled out of a 2008 hot topic dumpster
So you were bullied in school.
Nothing is wrong with dressing like what you are. Dumpsters still need filling. I might even pay you for it if I feel sorry for you
Skip the therapist part then. Yeah that's why I asked if you were a virgin because I was curious if you had had some other trauma before. You're probably trying to recreate it and/or take control of it.
Since you didn't read the part about the fact that I love tiny tits, I'll reiterate that again. I'll also reiterate that there's lots of guys that love that. Maybe I don't care. Maybe you're Larping. Whatever. Got other stuff to do now so I hope you sort your shit out. Don't go looking for rape. It won't end well for you.
THAT WAS THE BEST PICKUP LINE IVE EVER HEARD- anyways I def was bullied
I have two questions.
Who were they
And
Why didn't you offer to fuck/lick/rim them.
They might have actually stopped if you had offered something useful for once
Ever think about licking your bullies assholes all in a line?
Who were they
A pack of Stanley weilding white girls
Why didn't you fuck them
I'm not gay
Anyways I gotta shower now bye
I didn't ask if you were gay. If you offered to lick ass or get them off with your. No doubt medicare..tounge action im saying they would probably have stopped bullying you lol.
Do you want to start a new life? Or is a one use cum dumpster the limit of your plan
My wife and I are in a weird polyamorous relationship with her youngest sister. She's planning to break things off with her boyfriend and move in with us and I'm really worried that people are going to figure out what we're doing.
Wife is way more into her sister than her sister is into her and her sister is way more into me than I am into her.
I really had life going for me when I was 20. I was in school to be an engineer, had a great job, and just started dating a girl I was head over heels for. I brought her home to my small town for the holidays, and showed her off to everyone I knew. Shortly after she started to change. She would get needlessly aggressive at the drop of a hat. I was getting ready to break it off with her. One morning she wakes me up screaming that she's pregnant, and holding a test. I tell her it's going to be ok, and went to the restroom. When I came out she was gone. I tried calling her, but she didn't answer. I tried to think about how excited I was. The timing wasn't great, but I could have made it work easily. About 6 hours later the call start pouring in. Everyone I know calls me to tell me what a piece of shit I am. I had a dozen calls before I even found out what everyone was angry about. My girlfriend had stolen my credit card, gotten an abortion, and then told everyone I knew that I had forced her to do it under the threat of violence. No one believed me, not even my own parents. Once my name and abortion were used in the same sentence I was blacklisted from my home town and family. I had nothing but my car and 200 dollars. I drove east, and eventually wound up in Post Katrina New Orleans. Work for cash was plentiful, but it was living in a war zone. I lived out of my car for five months, saving every penny. I ate Ramen and baked beans almost exclusively. I saved up enough money to get an apartment. The smallest, shittiest, apartment is a palace compared to a Wrangler. I changed my name, got a real job, and started to rebuild my life. That's all part of my unspoken past now. I'm 41, married, 2 kids, I've got my own business, and life is good. About 8 years ago, before my son was born, I got a call from a number from my home state and a voicemail from a lady claiming to be my mom. She called me by my birth name and said the truth had come out, and that I needed to come home.
Straight and in a relationship but really want to try sucking cock/jerking off dudes. Anyone relate?
I listened to it a few more times and got a call from the number again over the next few days. I deleted the voice mail, and blocked the number. I've got no use for anyone who knows me by that name. I've got my own life now. Even if that were true, there's no coming back from the things my parents said to me.
That sucks anon. Why didn't your parents believe you at least?
I used to post nudes of myself when I was underaged to this board and only stopped bc someone anon threatened to doxx me
Mostly religious extremism. I think they were only hearing what they wanted to hear.
How old are you three?
Male or female?
Female, I still do it occasionally cause I legally can now
Tits or gtfo
Let’s see something
Post a recent pic of your tits then
tl:dr
It's just sex you pussy. Get over it.
I'd love to see your budding tit's from back then
Which means you're way more into your wife than you are the sister.
Seems like a pretty good balance. Don't fuck it up.
Based. Fuck those people. This ''believe all women'' bullshit needs to end.
98% of the shit comes outta their mouths is a lie.
My Jewish girlfriend raves about how good my scrambled eggs are. And they are fucking phenomenal. If you're eating my scrambled eggs I will have rocked your world in two different ways. But what makes them truly legendary? Bacon. Or rather, bacon dust. My buddy is a butcher. He cuts the bacon he smokes on a bandsaw. He give me the "sawdust" from it. It's literally powdered bacon.
Most recent titie pic I took for my bf
How long have the sisters been having sex with each other?
You didn't attach it femanon
I forgot to add the picture my bad
I'm 40, my wife is 33 and her sister is 24.
for context, I met my wife about 10 years ago.
Very nice titties. Can we see your fuckholes next?
When was the first time you got to fuck the sis?
Right, I'll try not to. And yes I'll do anything for my wife, so I'm going to keep making her sister happy so that we can all continue the relationship.
Pretty used up now, was an online and irl whore
only girl in my neighborhood
three boys my age
by eighth grade im letting them jerk off to me
fucking each of them throughout HS
things slow down after graduation, i meet a guy, best relationship of my life
im still in a dirty group chat with the boys but he doesn’t know about it and i haven’t fucked any of them since we’ve been together
back home for thanksgiving, two of the boys ask if we can meet up and hang out
my bf is with his family states away
meet up with two of them and it leads to one of the most intense nights of fucking in my life
keep seeing them for hookups behind bfs back
he starts to get suspicious i’m gone a lot and on my phone all the time, finally he sees a text from the boys chat on my screen and i come clean about everything
completely breaks him to find this out, our relationship is over, he tells me to my face that i chose to be their whore instead of the love of his life.
Well, since we all got drunk one night and talked her sister into a threesome. Both of them had been with women before so things just kind of took that course.
When we had a drunken threesome. hooked up with the sister solo the next day.
Did you know that your wife wanted her sister before the threesome?
It came up a few times. First was her talking about how hot it would be to watch me pound her sister, then admitting later that she'd join in.
How long ago was this? Are you still fucking any of those guys?
Had fun with an 8yo girl in Vegas
Fuck them. If they couldn't see the truth then it's too late for them to be all remorseful now. They're just old people trying to get into heaven. Good on you for standing your ground. Fuck them.
Alternatively, what movie/TV show is this the plot summary of?
Almost a year ago. I still see those two boys. Sometimes alone sometimes together. Other than them there’s an older coworker i’ve been seeing. Always knew he was interested but he respected i was in a relationship. Once that ended he was pretty forward.
Can you describe what they look like and compare their bodies?
Is the 3rd guy in a relationship then? Let's see a faceless pic of you
I'm Mr. Brightside
I'm married with a kid and trying to get a side piece, but no bites in like a year of trying, online dating sucks.
The daughter of someone who's posted regularly on Anon Babble became legal earlier this year. Judging by the daughter's socials, she might be following in her mother's footsteps.
Not too many details, but my wife is taller than her sister, has bigger tits and is just generally prettier. She takes better care of herself better. Her sister has gained a little weight after college which makes her ass look great. She has a more messy thrown together look on the daily but can clean up well. She also uses a lot of zoomer lingo.
It's hard to find a mistress unless you have a lot of money to wave in their face. I use old fuck buddies and ex girlfriend's to get my cheating fix every now and then.
What's it like fucking her vs your wife?
when i have rough sex with my husband i sometimes fantasize he's raping me and that i'm 11 again. idk if im making myself relive trauma. idk whats wrong with me. i dont want to stop
As far as online dating, like jot wven a match before the I'm cheating pitch lmao.
All my old fuck buddies have moved away, or are ugly now.
I live in a small town in Kansas too. I'm in my late 30s and would love to take advantage of you. I need tears.
This is why fags shouldn't be allowed to marry
There's nothing wrong with you. You're supposed to like sex. It's perfectly normal human behavior.
Now, tits or gtfo.
I wish my wife would cuck me
I use Anon Babble.
Nobody in my life knows that except me.
lots of questions tonight!
It feels new. She's the first new partner I've had in 10 years so it's actually fun to explore her sexuality and see what gets her off. Pussy feels just as tight as my wife's, she just has a bigger ass to push into during doggy.
I really wanna get raped
If you want it, it's not rape is it?
Well it's an interesting topic
How often do the sisters have sex together alone?
Lately I've had a fantasy of setting up a JO bud to come over and JO using the porn I have saved on my computer while I'm caged and fully dressed like a sissy, including a collar and my arms restrained behind my back.
I want to sit on my knees on the floor in front of him in my panties and bra and maybe a dress or schoolgirl outfit, watching him stroke his cock as he goes through my porn folder and when he finds the folder of my IRLs that I "forgot" to hide, including my cheating wife and all my ex girlfriends, and stolen nudes of a couple of coworkers, I'll beg him to not look at them.
He'll ignore me and look at them anyway but I can't do anything because I'm bound and unable to stop him, and he'll sit there stroking his cock to videos of my wife fucking herself with dildos or whatever.
eventually he'll tell me that if I don't finish him with my mouth he'll leak all those pics somewhere and since I'm already on my knees and helpless I'll just do it. Take his slick pre-cum covered cock in my mouth and suck until he cums and forces me to swallow it.
I don't know why I want this so bad but it lives rent free in my head. I even think about it sometimes when having sex with my wife.
You are fat and gross and fat.
Who is simping for this whale
a lot more often since I told her sister to initiate it more often. I want my wife to feel desired more. I imagine it'll be more often when she moves in.
._. i am in fact a woman? not sure its possible to be a fag.but go on i guess.
im not really worried about the part where i enjoy sex really.much more about the part where i enjoy pretending im 11 yo again and that my husband is the man who abused me, this part in particular really puzzles me
oh yeah me too. but not really at the same time. im just confused really. but good to know there are others like me
I don't know man, there's value in forgiveness, especially when they regret what they did. The alternative is to hate them forever. I don't know if you've ever done anyone wrong in your entire life, but flip the script where that person will never forgive you, even if you are very sorry. Maybe consider it some more.
You regret giving up your innocence.
What you crave is for someone to have stolen it from you so that you can be absolved of any wrong doing. You want to be able to say that you didn't do anything wrong and it's a man's fault that you're a slut
Do you ever just watch and not join in?
Have you told your husband that you imagine this?
Does he know about the abuse and/or that you're thinking about it?
I'd be frighteningly into this if I were him...
Maybe it wasn't as traumatic as you thought it was. Maybe you enjoyed it.
Where did you get your psychology degree?
In highschool was dating a girl in my grade, she invited me to one of her plays. Her little sister also came, never even talked to her before, not clear why but she cuddled up with my arm and held it the whole time. Towards the ends of the play she kissed me and I kissed her back. Spent the next couple of years creampieing her in every hole she has while dating her older sister. We almost got discovered a couple of times but her fairly large tits for her skinny body we're just too hot to quit. Also she let me do whatever I wanted to her, hottest shit you can imagine.
not at all
he knows about the abuse, but not that i think about it. he doesnt know the details of the abuse
i did message my abuser a few months ago, he apologized, i dont really believe he means it at all, but it still messed me up anyway. idk idk idk :(
I'm in LV up north of you ever get bored and wanna get violated, idc if your parents know or catch me in the act it's not like I'm not gonna be thw one already violating their daughter what tf are they gonna do to stop me from snatching and breaking you?
i did message my abuser a few months ago
Who was it and what did he do to you?
Back in high school in 2014. A video and a set photos spread all over early social media via Instagram, Facebook messenger and Snapchat. The content of the video and photos was of a group of people from the cheerleading squad and water polo team having a orgy. In the photo was my childhood friend and crush at the time named Lexus.
For context about Lexus. She was and still is a very caring and overall good person. She volunteers at the local homeless shelter with her sister and mother. Helps the special needs kids on her free period. She was hot at my standards at the time and a decent amount of people liked her.
When the video and photos came out my friend showed me the content on my instagram direct message while in first period weight class. The video was showing her getting double teamed from mouth to pussy. Getting a double penetration from ass to pussy. Seeing her completely naked was awesome as hell. The photos was just her fucking a dude reversed cowgirl style in the background and the other photo was giving a guy I had third period economics class with a blowjob. When I had a chance to sneak off to use the restroom I went in and just jerked the fuck off in the restroom stall. When school was over I sped fast to my place and jerked off and cammed buckets.
Ten years later she became a townie and I see her every now and then. I messaged her a few years back to hangout and catch up.We became good friends but every time before we met up. I jerk off to her while looking at the photos of her that are on her Instagram page and the old leaks I have on my drive.
If it's pretending to be 11 specifically that gets you off, then it might be a form of paraphilic infantilism. Probably born (kek) from the fact you were shown what you're made for at a younger age than most, and there you have it.
It's why a lot of female ''abuse victims'' tend to become such massive sluts. They figured out they like getting fucked and they want more of it.
Possibly some form of sexualized nostalgia. Maybe you just wanna go back to the good old days when things made more sense.
Coupled with the fact that women tend to be naturally submissive and it goes into overdrive.
There's also what this anon said. Like I said, you're supposed to like being fucked as much as men like fucking. It's what were all made for. It's how we've survived for millions of years.
It's all adding fuel to the fire so to speak.
My sister told me that my niece had her nudes leaked a few years ago when we were in covid lockdown. The thing is i know she was the ones posting her own nudes. She used to post nudes on Twitter and go live on periscope and she fucked herself with a hair brush. She even used an electric toothbrush a few times. I was following her on twitter and saw all this happen, but I have to act like it's horrible that someone would post my nieces nudes.
middle school friend. we met when i was 10 and he was 14. no one really liked me in my school, but he was nice to me. he had a girlfriend too, same age as him. i dont want to give more details.
the only other person ive been with after him, is my husband; hes not very sexually active. it does frustrate me, i do initiate things most of the times.
Post em.
im just feeling sad. i shouldnt overshare like this
I can control when it snows but only that
You're sharing not oversharing. You're completely anonymous so there's nothing to worry about.
What makes you sad exactly?
sounds sweet, kinda. Unless it turned dark and non-consensual.
i dont like thinking about what happened, but i cant really stop thinking about it. i dont want to bother anyone else with how i feel, its past midnight where i live, i dont want to be a bother so late a night, but i cant stop thinking about it
i dont think my husband would like to hear me talk about this yet again.
its confusing to me. how i feel about the guy, about what he did, about myself.
im 21 now, it was by birthday last week, i wish i could just forget anything bad ever happened, really.
he was nice.he would always ask how i was feeling, sometimes he would cuddle me on break, when there was no one else around. i dont think anyone else knew about what was happening. most of the time i felt good around him
It's not a matter of forgiveness. If the person that called was in fact my mother, then she remembers the last thing she said to me. I begged and pleaded through tears for anyone to believe me. My own parents couldn't even oblige. I don't hold a grudge against them. They're just pious small town bumpkins.
I'm assuming neither your wife nor your kids know any of these details?
he did apologize when i texted him.he said it would have been best if he never met me. maybe he's not that bad, i dont know anymore
Doesn't sound too bad. He probably really cared about you. I dunno.
he said he did care a lot about me back then.
i dont know what to believe, i dont know what to think
What did she say on the voicemail? Was she apologetic?
Well, maybe trust your feelings, whether they are good or bad. Reframing the experience as something positive might help, if in fact that's how you feel about it. As far as fantasizing about it, a lot of people like to re-imagine their first sexual encounters, it's not so unusual.
Nowadays what with so much as looking at women being ''toxic masculinity'', whatever that means, men are afraid to take the reins and be the fucking man as it were for fear of being called a predator for doing what we're supposed to.
Much like how women are afraid to admit how much they want it and enjoy it.
As such, it's all increasingly becoming too much work for little to no gain.
You have to let him know the door's open and he can trust you and himself enough to do what you both want him to.
Keeping yourself healthy and attractive is a big part of it, too. Men's sexuality is quite physical after all.
When is comes to sex, most of us don't need all that lovey dovey bullshit, although it helps. most of the time we just need a hot piece of ass with tight holes to use.
I'll die before I tell them. At this point it would likely ruin my life for a second time. No one asks anymore.
Boy
i do tho... i dont think hes cheating on me. i dont think he would.
ive always been pretty skinny, sometimes my ribs are kinda noticeable when im naked. i do take care of myself tho; i dont know what im doing wrong
maybe im too skinny?
Whatever you do don't meet up with him in person. If you do it's a 100% certainty you're going to fuck him.
anon you never talk about your family or where youre from
You think you can keep it secret forever?
ok :(
Show skinny body so we can advise you.
I don't really recall the tone.
I have for 21 years. Like I said, no one asks anymore. The only story I have from home is how quickly people will turn on you.
no.. sorry
im very faithful
Best of luck then. Although, if it ever did come out and somehow your wife found out hopefully she would understand. She knows you and who you are and you could probably make a good case for why you did what you did especially since the people who should have believed you didn't. I just recently watched a pleb tier YouTube video of a Reddit reading about a guy who was randomly accused of rape, spent 4 years in fucking prison, and finally got out because random lawyer took interest in his case and basically had to unfuck the original conditions that got him in prison in the first place. His parents turned on him as well. Anyway I hope you never have to worry about it either fucking way. Glad you're living your best life now.
So what do you say to them? Did you say you were abandoned when you were young? How did you explain the first Thanksgiving to your wife? "Honey, don't you want to see if your mom wants to come over?".
You don't sound that bad. Speaking only for myself, I'd take too skinny over too fat any day of the week.
Have you talked about it, maybe considered counseling?
Perhaps, like you there's an issue on his end and he needs to sort it out.
i will talk to him...
thank you for the advice :,)
I'm very much in love with a married co worker of mine. Wish I could marry her and adopt her kids.
Thanks.
I was straight forward about that when we were dating. She knows I have parents, and that I speak to or about them. It's actually not that uncommon these days. A little unusual that I'm straight and have gone no contact. Anything else I'm just non descript about.
I still love Japan, even though Japan doesn't love me.
Yeah, that doesn't sound like abuse at all.
Pretty standard issue teenage behavior.
Perhaps you just have a thing for older men and going back to the old days gets the rocks off because you have nothing else to go on.
Again, seems like pretty normal behavior.
I wonder if someone didn't find out about it, end it, and spend every spare minute beating into your head that you were abused when you weren't.
I was straight forward about that when we were dating
Hmm. Well, I support your decision anyways, but I have a weird relationship with my parents myself.
Did you ever find out what happened to the crazy bitch who caused all this?
You think that's all he did? She said she wasn't going to talk about the abuse, you fucking knob.
Well, pardon me for not putting words in people's mouths and treating them with a little thing called courtesy, you bell end.
Find somebody else. Or wait and see if she ever gets a divorce of her own accord.
It'll unfortunately never happen. Her whole life and marriage is about as close to perfection as you can get. I'm sure I'll move on but damn I've legitimately never wanted someone as much as her.
When asked if it was not consensual or if he did anything dark, she said he was very nice. In fact, what she originally said was she didn't want to give more details, not say she wasn't going to talk about the abuse.
I've legitimately never wanted someone as much as her.
So far.
Don't mention it. Best of luck to you.
Whatever you do, don't cheat on him. He doesn't deserve that shit.
Probably ever. Even by non subjective metrics she's just an incredible person.
Thank u for trying to help her. Lots of inordinate desire in here
It’s ok to be gay
I'm doing a replay of Majora's Mask. I felt bad for not being able to help Romani in-time (no pun intended), so I dedicated my Friday night to doing just that. I saved her; I'm happy about that now.
Yeah I hope she doesn't do anything stupid. :-/
Going to try and impregnate my wife again. I hope it works this time
glhf
Thx
Hoping this try works
Based
My gf said she has a rape fetish. She wants to try CNC with me but I don't like the idea. It feels like entrapment.
I'm practically addicted to self-sucking, especially in risky situations.
I found out it was a thing when I was in my early teens, and I've done it ever since. I would sometimes do it in the darkness during sleepovers. I told a tiny number of my friends about it, and a couple of them basically told me to "prove it", and so I did... right in front of them when I was round their houses. There was a girl that I was very close with who I told as well, and she was very encouraging about it, and giggled when she watched me do it in front of her - I still fap to the memories.
These days I like to self-suck when I'm in a changing room cubical, in the woods, or somewhere else semi-public.
It's like two fetishes in one - self-cumplay and exhibitionism.
If u really wanted to get raped, u would be ok if ur dad or grandpa did it to u. U just want to be dominated and feel like a guy thinks ur so pretty that he can’t control himself and takes u. If u find someone to actually rape and hurt u, u can end up with a PERMANENT uterus/ rectal prolapse. Get a bf and just role play with him. You don’t want the real thing please trust me.
I'm buying Doge.
i want to get raped
I secretly wear panties almost every day, and I have done since I was very young
I get incredibly jealous when people tell me about their traumas.
webm
That's just a self-facial though.
Can I also creampie her? You'll never know whose baby it is
Tits or gtfo
She’s not going to want that. I had an ex like that though.
blame the file upload limits. if we were on Anon Babble or offsite like discord I could post more vids
do you like it?
In college my roomies and I went out to a bar and one of them picked up a tiny drunk Asian chick. She thought it's just the two of them until a car with three other guys pulled up in front of the bar. They all started groping her drunk ass the moment the car started moving. Still cum buckets to those memories sometime.
Tie her up and blindfold her, she'll never know unless you have a small penis. Or if you wanna dp her.
No that's gay as fuck
it's not like you're sucking another man's dick. it's a good swap-in for when there's no one around to help out.
I guarantee you... if you could, you would
I don’t want to touch your pp.
Also heard you have hiv
Then rape it is
Agreed. I’ll see you at your moms tonight
How do you do it though? I've always wanted to do it but I can't for some reason no matter how hard I try.
easiest way is like this - let gravity help you out
I thought "tourist" and "terrorist" were the same thing until 9/11
Can you please cover California this year?
As someone who was accused of something I didn't do that could easily have completely ruined my life I will say that the one thing that kept me from a situation potentially worse than yours is that my parents supported me.
I'm eternally grateful to them for helping me prove that I was innocent and partly funding my legal defense. Without that support I doubt I'd be alive or I'd be barely surviving somewhere.
If I'd have lived your life I expect that I'd be bitter as hell. I'm not sure how you're not but good on you, sir
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No
somewhat similar story to mine,
i was so horny when i was 14 once and my cousin came over once. we're both only children so we just hung out when our parents wanted to talk over some coffee/bbq. anyways we were watching disney movies and she was curious if i had my first kiss yet. mind you she's like way younger than me and i jokingly asked her if she had. she said no, and that's when it all just CLICKED or my brain just immediately lit up.
if there's like options whether or not to do the bad or good option, that was one of the easiest bad karma decisions i've chosen. i locked my door just in case and raised the volume. as she climbed onto my bed, i actually started getting scared/excited. i could equally tell she was too, but i didn't care how she felt. i only cared how I was going to feel. she was small when i held her but then i just went all in. i think that was the longest 10 seconds of my life. she was shy at first but i just kept kissing and kissing and she eventually folded into the pressure. this continued for a while. i never felt guilty for this since she also ended up liking it. this ended once i was 16, but those 2 years were amazing.
I hope the girl who fucked her dad is living their best life